June 29th, 2006

I received a parcel from baybee today. It was outside my room door this morning when i woke up. Thanks to the one who help me "collect" it from the postman and put it outside my room door *Smiles*

It looks like this... The far and near view of the parcel... Yeap, with all the "love" words on the wrapping paper, im sure you know who it's from. My baybee dear!! Ehehehe... *hugs hugs*





And then this paper on top of it caught my eyes. And i have a laugh after looking at it. It's cute, and it's a total surprise baybee took time to "draw" such things... Ehehehehe.. Here's how it looks like...


After that, i put the parcel aside and had my lunch... After lunch then only i took the time to relax and open up the parcel. I love opening presentSSS *hint hint* ehehehhe



And..... after i tear the present paper off, it appears like this....... A brown box with one bear on each side of the surface. CUTE!! The bears are super cute! And looks 99% similar to the bear baybee gave me 2 yrs ago =)




So what's in the box????

Some CDs baybee burnt for me, cos im having my holidays now.. And yea, im so bored staying at home doing nothing so i hope these CDs gonna keep me company for some times =)






And then there's a perfume.. A Gucci2 perfume!!!!! Very very nice smell and i LURVEEEEEEEE it so much!!!!


And a card, with so many post-it yellow notes =) ehehhe... And the last notes appear like this... A picture (a boy and a girl) drawn by baybee =) I dont know why the pictures uploader suddenly went haywire. THe picture uploaded wouldnt appear.... Hmm... guess there's a limit. Lol....

Baybee, thanks for those gifts... I lurve 'em!!!!! *mUaks*

The Star

See what TheStar Newspaper has got to say. It appears in today's TheStar! Oh my oh my! Here's the link

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/6/29/nation/14686202&sec=nation

So??? What do u think? Read till the bottom of the news and you found this:

"SMK Joseph principal Marcus Gauliang said the school had not received any report on the matter and that it could be the work of some students trying to smear the school's image.
“But we will investigate the case if we receive a report,” he said."

A big fat NO to this little section of the report. Marcus would NEVER EVER do anything on this sort of thing, even if someone report it. Not "kia-su" but he's damn "kia-si"!!!!! And he's always trying to deny everything bad that has got to do with the school. The consequences of being kepo and try to investigate... he gets flat tyres and he gets scratched sign beside his cars. LOL... So? Damn kia-si rite? ehehe.. Im just speaking the truth on how i look at my own ex-principal!!

The bottom line

"It is not immediately known which school or schools they are from"

If you actually watch finish the whole video, there's some scene where the stjoseph logos appear on their uniform. And take not of the tie one of the guys wear. It shows damn clearly lor. So deny it not, Marcus!!!

Marcus GauLiang --> What does it sounds like???? Marcus GouLian (Translated: Dog-face in mandarin). Courtesy of Amy?? Ehehe.... whatever.....

The same video also appears in the youtube, but it's been removed. So... hmmm.... Get a life, dogface!!

Stjoe (then and now)

I seriously dont know why i'm blogging about this, but it really got on my nerves after Victor Yap sent me this video. What's stjoe student turning into? Have a look at the video then judge it yourself.
Victor says cos it's part of miri bcoming a city, but i dont see why is that so. More crime it means? Perhaps. Youngsters are getting so out-of-control!!!! Even girls are like that! So meng-siak-soi-kan lar!!!
And Vic also says that it's caused by Marcus (Stjoe's principal) having the rules to accept all types of students. Well, that makes stjoe the WORST secondary school in miri! It's really a shame knowing im ex-stjoe *burrows my head in the sand* Gosh!!

I quote Vic, "During my years, Dato Permaisuri was the worse, now it's stjoe"... and i absolutely agree with this! Dang it, man! All schools try to improve everything but stjoe is getting so worse! And yet, during my years? Okay, perhaps there's still Michael and Jessica to control the prefects. There's still Ms Jacinta Lee as the discipline teacher, and Mr Ng around to "scare" student.. But now with one retired and the other transferred, i think i could partly imagine how this school looks like now. Im NOT proud to say im an ex-stjoe!!!

Here's the link to the video.......

http://blog.activehack.com/video/stjoe/video.swf

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New Hairstyle

Hehehe. Got my haircut already =) Feeling so nice now. Lol. Nicky has really good skill and well, Jakadjari got good service too! Ehe....

Hehehe. Not much difference right, baybee? But it's super straight now =p I did a TEMPORARY straightening just now for free. Yealor, just temporary nia. Means later if i wash it already then it wont be this straight anymore lor....

Another one from further look ^___^

Some random things about what i did today.. Went out for lunch at Subway with sis. We ordered a footlong sweet onion teriyaki chicken with honey oat bun. YUMMY!! Thumbs up! Forgotten my camera so couldnt snap a pic of the footlong bun. So H-U-G-E and so filling! Nice nice nice. After lunch, we just walked around city til around 2:10 (my appointment with Nicky was at 2:30pm). After the haircut, we went shopping.. Ehehe... But i ended up buying nothing again! Dang! Im so bored with Hobart's city already. Nth to shop when i want to shop the most! It's school holidays now so what do u think? =P So after waiting for sis to finish shopping, we came home. So well, spend nth other than the Subway lunch and haircut. *Happy*

Reach home and went for a nice shower.. But after my shower, my hair turns out to be like this already. No more SUPER straight =( This come to say that.... pictures are good source of memories yeah? Crap!!

3rd day of holiday

It's already the 3rd day of the winter break. I've been lazing around so much. Waking up in the morning and started watching drama til night again. Well, that's my life at the moment. Just some simple "break" in between for meals and showers. Ehe! Sounds relaxing? Lol... It's boring! I will be hitting the gym soon. Hopefully i'd stay strict to my gym-workout schedule. Ehehe... Maybe i should pay for a personal-trainer hmm? Kidding!

Anyway, i'd be meeting up with Nicky tmrw for a hair-cut. Hopefully she can give me a nicer one compare to Gosh. I cant wait to see my new hairstyle. Ehehe... Im thinking of a fringe but then we'd see till tmrw =P Eeek, wouldnt dare to think of "what if" now o.O

I've got to go to bed already. Tired day. Eyes' popping out from watching too much dramaS. Ehehe... That reminds me, i need new pair of glasses already. Sobs sobs... and im missing my 20/20 vision. Bottom line, microscope really spoil your eyes! Think twice before you take BioTech next time T_T Microscope + Drama = Lagi teruk, man!!!

Happy Birthday Emmeline

After the clock strikes 12 and its Emmeline's Bday!!!

Happy Birthday Emmeline *regina shouts*,
May all your frowns be turned upside down,
May you get all that you dream about,
And may you be blessed with everything you want not just today but all year round!

ahhahaha

Happy birthday Emmeline =) May u have a great one!

Emmeline and me during the Orford Excursion =)

Distance

It is not easy loving someone from a distance

But the pain of being so far draws the love closer

The longing to see the one i love

reaffirms in my heart that the love is for real

It wont run away like the tide

It wont fade away like a distant landscape

It will become what we have been waiting patiently for

A relationship that's not distant.

There was once, i nvr knew what love was.

I just thought it was merely a relationship between a boy and a girl

I nvr understood the importance of love

But ever since i met you

Things became different.

Your every word touched my heart

And finally you stole it away.

It's you, Patrick dear, who unlocked it

It's you who made me understand

That there is only one happiness in life

To love and be loved

Although we have never really been together

But everytime our eyes met

I felt an electrifying feeling deep within me

You're that special person i thought i'd never have

I've nvr believed in fairy tales

Neither did i believe in wishing upon stars

But life changed completely after i've met you

It became astonishingly beautiful

It's as though everytime i see you,

All my troubles would disappear

I nvr knew the reason, but now i understand

This is the wonderful feeling called love

Although we dont see each other often

Our hearts are somehow connected

Nobody can separate us

Perhaps this is our special love

On every falling star i wish for you to be mine

And everytime the stars shine i knew you're wishing for me too

During the day

You are the sun towering high

showering sunshine over me and brightening my day

During the night

You're the stars shining bright,

Twinkling in the beautiful night sky and sending magic

I love you. I always do.

Our love is complete and irreplaceable

To the world you may be one person

But to me, you're the world

I dont ever want to say goodbye

Becos i've found the reason in life

And the reason is you

Pictures from yesterday

Here's a few pictures from yesterday's day out..

The various types of sushi. Not really much of a choice but taste good enough

The japanese pancakes. Way too salty, man!!! And a hint of bitterness due to the burnt. Looks pretty much ok like this, but when u turn it over, it's all burnt. *shakes my head*

Ignore my "ter-nga-ngak" look....

And then, becos of the Antartic Mid-Winter Festival, there's this going on in Salamanca Market

Pretty much looks like he's pee-ing in the public yea? hahaha

Guess that's all folkS..

1st day of holiday

1st day of holiday. Woke up as early as 10am (Gosh, must be forgotten to turn back my body clock!). Didnt sleep well last night. Woke up with really obvious eyebags again.

Get ready and went to SandyBay for job hunting. 1st stop, Choga Korean Restaurant, but it's closed (sigh!). 2nd stop, Vienna Vietnamese Restaurant (but they got enough worker already). 3rd stop, ChemMart Pharmacy (They're not hiring anyone at the moment but will called me up if they need one). Sigh... One last stop, Mikaku Japanese Restaurant (They dont need anyone till October!). Well, tough luck in job hunting =(

Then we went to Salamanca Market. Nice weather today, not too hot not too cold =) Walk around and saw Choon Yik with his girl, and a bunch of pharmacy studs. Said "hi" and then left. Hmm.. Im still not in a holiday mood, but then everyone around me is! Something's wrong with me.. lol... Then saw Marcus, SiangHui, Kenneth, and BiKiet (the bunch from church). Just greeted them and left =)

Next, i had sushi buffet for lunch. A$13.50 per person. That's at Mikaku Jap Restaurant. Guess what? The boss got the same name as my boo! Ahaha... Yeah, Patrick! =p Quite nice sushi (it's my first time there), but really really really DAMN poor service! Oh gosh!!! With so full house, there's only 1 waitress, and a really forgetful one!! OMG!!!!

Waitress: Excuse me, would you like to drink anything?
Me: Yeah, can i have two plain water pls?
Waitress: Plain water?
Me: Yeah
Waitress: Just water?
Me: Yes
Waitress: Okay......

.................ONE FREAKIN' HOUR LATER.............................

Me: Excuse me, can i have my water please?
Waitress: Yes yes... What would you like to have?
Me: ERm... i placed my order an hour ago.
Waitress: *LAUGHS*
Me: *STONED
Waitress: Can i know what would you like to have?
Me: Plain water
Waitress: What do you mean by plain water?
Me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Waitress: Water?
Me: "Bai Kai Sui"
Waitress: Oh okay okay.... have a seat first

................15 minutes later...........................

Waitress: THe water is still boiling.... do u mind to wait?
Me: Okay

.....................10minutes later...............................

The waitress came with two glass of BOILING water.. Yes. BOILING. I've never been served boiling water all my life! Gosh.... She should be serving warm water at least! Or at least give me tap water pls!!! We do drink tap water over here. omg omg!!!!

And there's this same thing happening at the table beside mine. Walao eh.. the actress forget everything once she turned her head! bad bad bad!!!

.........Time to pay the bill......

Waitress: You finish eating?
Me: WHAT???
Waitress: You finish eating?
Me: OH yes..... of course....
Waitress: HAve you eat the fried chicken??
Me: HMMMMM??????

Okay, i know i was trying to be annoying but i just couldnt bear the fact that the waitress is talking in such a way, which to me, i think sounds ridiculously rude!! And it seems that there's japanese pancake and fried chicken given away with the buffet.

I'd miserly rate the service 2 on a scale of 10. Poor poor service. And the pancake and fried chicken at 2 also!! Walao ehh... cos the pancake is way too salty (lead me to more potassium retention, lol) and the fried chicken is so oily, with some "cold" oil trap inside the pieces. It flows out when you bite on it. More to learn from KFC. ahaha!

Time is slipping away

I wonder if anyone realise it's already coming to the end of June 2006. In just such short time, i cant believe it's already half year gone! In another 6 more months, we'd have to say goodbye to 2006 already! Agree anot? You have to!

And time is slipping away so fast, yet im still sitting here having nothing done. It's weird. We're all getting old already. Age do wear us down. Farnee. I said this phrase a lot this few days. From OD-ed in pharmacology, i learnt about adrenaline rush thingy.. With age, the things that we could do eventually decrease. From a long list of things, maybe it's just stay at a short 1 or 2 things. Or perhaps 10 on your list.

What's mine? The thought of having myself on a roller-coaster ride makes me go weak in the knees. Damn! I havent been to GoldCoast, and i havent tried bungee jumping. I aint insane. I miss those feelings i had in Lotte World, Korea and Luna Park, Melbourne. But i swear im already too old for that now. I'd wet my pant o.O

Hehehehe....

Going yumcha-ing liao................with who?? with myself lar... make a cup of nice warm tea, sit down, relax, hang my leg higher up, watch movie =) that's yum-cha frenzy now. ehe... sleep tight

Dirty Post

Geez. THis is going to be one dirty post. Be ready if you're gonna scroll down. *Bleah*

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Kay, here we go...

There are 2 types of poos. Poos mean shit. Waste. Things which comes out from your bowel, also known as 'dubur' in Malay. Here's the catch. One is known as the S-type. Curvy type. The other one is seperated types. Not curvy type. But rocky. Haha. Okay here's another way of describing it. The S-type poo wouldn't cause loud splashing sound when you release it to the toilet bowl. It will make a 'swooooosh' noise the minute it reaches the water surface, then to the bottom. Haha. Okay, the rocky type, however, makes a very loud 'tuuuumm' noise when it reaches the water surface. Now, which is good and which is bad?

The S-type is good and the rocky type is bad. The S-type poo shows that you have good digestive system thus, creating a well formed poo from your digestion. This is healthy. The rocky type on the other hand, means the otherwise. Now, if you were to release poos that are rocky type. Drink more water.

The next thing about health which I have learned today is about cancer and high blood pressure. Okay. This is gonna be short. So finish reading this before going to the toilet hehe. Do you know that fruits with potasiums can fight high blood pressure? Fruits like banana, watermelon, baked potato with skins and avocado fights high blood pressure. The reason, simply because it contains potasium. Next, coffee. What do you guys think about coffee? It's mainly known as a drug. Muahaha BUT check this out. Coffee actually fights cancer, Alzheimer and Parkinson's disease! So, go Starbucks or Coffee Bean often! Keke.

Told ya! It's a dirty post. Arent shit dirty? Lol... OR are you expecting sth else? =) Gdnitez

Holiday

Thanks God im finished with my mid-year exams already. Just finish my last paper, Pharmacology, around 2 hrs ago. Phew.. After weeks of hugging my books to sleep, after weeks of having sleepless nights, and after weeks of having un-normal eating habits, im finally done with all those things *pops confetti* Feel so happy =) But not having the holiday mood yet. Too much pharmacology for the past week, im kinda OD-ed on it. Sienz... And im now worrying for my results. Sigh....

Feeling a bit bored now.. Wonder what i should do??! Holidays also can be such a headache!

Been typing and deleting...... Everything seems to be so in appropriate.... lol... guess that's for now lar....

Pin Yin

It seems like i got so much things to say when im suppose to be practising my "kiasu-ism" now. Darn!
This comes like this... (I think i got this in my previous post too - the one on xinfu) lol!!
I quote Cliffe "If i didnt know canto, i would have thought "han fuuk" is a vulgar word" (!!!!) Merely bcos i got my pin yin wrong o.O and it makes such big difference. Paiseh!
And JiaLi agreed -.- LOL... Corrected version: "Hang Fook" with the "g" there ---> courtesy of Jessica.

And.........

This reminds me, i've been corrected so many times regarding this "g" thingy. LOL. As in midnight, what do u call it? "Ban ye" or "Bang ye"???? I've forgotten. I rmbered SuLing asking me during the 2nd night of our Orford Excursion:
SuLing: Regina, why you speak one mandarin sounds different one?
Me: Har?? Different? (Cos i've never been corrected throughout my 20yrs of speaking mandarin, and no one ever says it's different. lol)
SL: Your tone not chun one. You try say "ban ye" (or bang ye).
M: ban ye. bang ye. ban ye. bang ye. (I know i feel idiot. i just keep repeating the same things)
SL: See... blah blah blah blah... (She started correcting me using the right tone with or without the "g" thingy)

Sigh... Life is hard, agree?? Learning the right pin yin is even harder! lol

Trust

Something for baybee =P

Trust is to put my hand in your hand
And jump, knowing that you will not let me fall.

Trust is to put my hopes in your hand
And run, knowing that you will carry them ahead of me.

Trust is to put my fears in your hand
And walk away, knowing that I can leave them there.

Trust is to put my sorrow in your hand
And weep, knowing that you will catch my tears.

Trust is to put my joy in your hand
And share it, knowing that you will always rejoice with me.

Trust is to put my heart in your hand
And leave it, knowing that you will always keep it safe.

Trust is to put my whole being in your hand
And rest - knowing that you will hold me, for as long as I care to stay.

Msg: You're having your offday today hoh.. And you promised to wake up EARLY in the morn to acc me. But i can imagine your looks now ^OO^ Sleep tight, hunnie! I'd just get back to study.. Dont wana interrupt your sweet dreams =)

Gambate

Come on Regina...

One last paper to holidays...

Only 1 more day to go...

Work harder,

Practice 'kiasu-ism',

Keep your mind focus,

Sleep early,

Be well- prepared,

and again work HARDER!!!

Giving up and taking things easy now and regret it later is just plain STUPID.

GAMBATE!!!

Wish me luck.

I really need it.

Every good luck I get gives me strength and motivation.

Thanks.

Friends

Friends........ Today, i wanted to say i miss you. Not that other time i dont miss you lar. hehehe..

Just miss you guys way too much today. eheh! In particular ar, i miss JiaLi, SarahRaut, and SiewKhiung. Gosh, i really do miss SiewKhiung, man!!!

JiaLi - It's so hard not to miss you when im calling you my mum. Haha.. Okay, what i miss are those moments back in secondary school (Crap!). When i just knew you during Form1, you're with SiawWan. Then i started calling you "mum" in Form2. Bah, i've forgotten why. LOL. Then all those sessions when we wrote letters around in class. Then the fruit group we hanged out together. Yes, i miss the other fruits too larhhh.... LemonLim and OrangeLing?? HAHAHA... memories will always be memories. Farnee =) And those times when i went to your house in the noon (to do what i also dunno)... only ended up seeing you chatting with enrique! LOL... and i rmber calling him "papa". Gosh!! And for the times when i always need advice in certain things, you're always there for me *Hugs*

SarahRaut - I dont know how long i havent seen her already. Salao kelapa sawit -.- Miss those times spent with you in school lar. And when u come over to my house to visit my mum (rather than me). And those times when you dabao your "mien fen" (Supposingly it's mi fen, ok? Dont get it wrong again) and we eat together in the class. haha.. With buns from Amy and JiaLi. Yeah, nothing from me. I only eat. lol. And miss your sarcastic tone, girl! aha! It's nice having updates from you once in a while when chatting with you in msn =) 12 years of friendship, girl! I knew you since primary 3, and we've been close since then!! I appreciate that a lot. ehe! And im so glad our friendship's still as strong as before!

SiewKhiung - Alamak!! The last time i saw you was day i sent you off in the airport when you went to NZ lar. And that was 4 years ago! *Stoned* And now other than the few sms we always sent, there's nth else between us already. LOL. I miss those times when we go tuition together, when we go "lepak" during the weekends... hahaha!!! And those times when we get together to play prank calls -.- Including getting pass to go lepak during school hours =p And then with all those graphic designing things for photography club. Sigh, How time flies. Old already. And i feel so bad for putting you off last minute when u invited me to your family christmas dinner last 2 yrs =/

For the others, i dont have your names here doesnt mean i dont miss you... Only not now. lol. Maybe i'd put them up another time. Tee hee!!

There's still so much memories lingering in my minds. I miss my girlfriends so much....

That reminds me.. Baybee told me that Jennifer sent him a friendster msg calling him "my dear". I laughed. Why? I wasnt angry at her. To me, it just sounds so flirty and un-necessary. I dont know how to put the feeling in words but it's just that. No anger, no jealousy. She said that she havent heard from baybee for kinda long, and ask how's he going, blah blah. Okay, maybe just to sound nice and caring. But what's the point? She havent met him before, she havent knew him exactly in person to be so caring. Me. I've known her for ages too since primary school. The last time we chatted was monthS or yearS. I dont know. And yet i never get such "caring" msgs from her. LOL. To make it short, you can strike for your friend's bf if you want, but definitely not mine. There's a consequence for that. You can flirt like you want to. You can club and "fish" guys whenever you like. I know you're sexy. You're easy-going. You fall in and out of relationships in short times. Maybe that's not what you want and you're going for longer terms, loyal bf. Yeah, loyal. But that's not on my bf who's not available for you. He's L.O.Y.A.L i know. But make it clear, that's to me, not to you.

Okay, enough of crapping. I've tried to sound friendly in pointing you out. I have to put your name. Cos there's no others. But yeah, ur surname remains anonymous.

Guys that are looking for long terms gf dont look for those that clubs a lot. Dont ask me why. It's true. They prefer the "guai guai" type. But guys who plan to be 3 minutes hot in a relationship will definitely aim for girls who are hard clubbers. Becos they are more "open" in a sense. True? That comes to say, if you want to flirt, flirt in your famous hang-out clubs. Balcony or Zouk? Go ahead. Guys in there can be MBA. On the comparison (i know im bad to compare, but i just tend to!) Girl A flirts with ppl's bf. Girl B flirts with single guys. Both are flirting. Which do you prefer, if you're Girl C with a bf? LOL....

幸福

*Smile*

Cannot stop smiling.. since that phone call 20minutes ago. I feel so 幸福!!!!!!!! Thanks baybee *HugS*

What happen ar? You ask me to blog mar.. And yet there's nothing in my mind now other than feeling so damn 幸福 lor.. ehe.. So i just let you know that you make me so so happy lor.. ehehe...

Last time: If i didnt call you then didnt call lor. It doesnt make any difference. You sent me a sms. I didnt reply. Didnt reply then didnt reply lor. Again, it makes no difference.

Now/ Today: I didnt call you back. You missed call me so many times!!! (Sangat gembira lar). It makes a difference. You sent me a sms. I didnt reply. You sent a 2nd one. I didnt reply. And you keep sending the 3rd and 4 th one. hehe.. Too happy! Again, it makes a difference. Never tried getting so many sms from you. You cared, cos you thought i was angry. Ehehe..

You say lar.. han fuuk or not? hahahahha...

And and and.... You rejected the offer to work with Khang. I replied you with a loud "har.... y leh" sounds like "why you reject so good offer".... LOL... well, you told me cos his house so far.. yet i knew it deep down in my heart that it's all becos of me. Becos you dont want me to feel sad and hurt for not able to find you. I know it (Pretend im right if im wrong, okay? lol) Dear, these little act of you touches me a lot. And i do mean A LOT you know? *hugs*

And now.......

Now.........

Other than feeling like the happiest girl alive, i feel so 幸福. Yes. That is the word. 幸福就好!!!!!!!!!

Boyboy: Must study hard ah! Must concentrate ah! Must drink more water ah!
Me: Aiya, very sien lar.. Keep study also cannot rmber thing. Study liao then forget again.
B: Forget which part then read back again. Keep reading back the important part lor
M: Aiya, ok lor....
B: Dont so stress. Still got 2 or 3 days mah.. Headache liao then go listen music a while, play games a while, and blog lar.. BLOG when you're stress..
M: hahahha... ok ok.....

So here i am blogging. Thanks so much for being there for me dar!! I know i can count on you =)

You looked at me, i looked at you. I wonder if i've found the right person in my life. There's too much flaws in our relationship then. Despite all the happy moments we shared, there's still too much sad things that bring us down. But you bring hope and faith to me. You assured me things would be fine. We would be fine. You're holding strongly to our relationship. I've loved you, and i know i'd continue to love you no matter what. You continue looking into my eyes. You hold my left hand and put it gently on your chest. "Do you feel anything?" "What?" "Feel my heartbeat. The heart that only beats for you." Tears started flowing down. I felt so touched. I knew i've found you. And up until today, i still rmber it clearly, cos i knew there wont be another person that would love me as much as you do.

Readers, i know i sound so sakai to actually get touched by phrases like this. Or maybe it sounds so dramatic. I know phrases like this always comes in the fwd mail. But guess what? Someone who's so special said this to me.. And in such situation, i got no choice but to get weak in the knees. It really melted me. That's the difference when you have someone so special saying it to you, compare to reading it by yourself from the fwd mail.

What's girls biggest hatred? Fat. All girls wanted to stay slim. This can be proved by the "sizes" of girls you see nowadays. They get smaller and smaller in size as time goes by. Even the clothes you see in boutique had shrunk. From a size 12, they can deliberately get into a size 8 or size 6 in a few months' time. Crap. That makes me so sideway-grown! Yes. Fat. I wanted to hit the gym again soon. I wanted to be slimmer. More nicely-shaped body. The type that makes heads turn. I wanted to be prettier. I wanted all these changes. But he doesnt want any small or big changes in me becos he just love me for who i am and for how i look, and that's why im loving him from the end of my split-ends till the tip of my toes =P

Back to the topic. 幸福.

Boyboy: Dinner liao ahh.. got eat full or not?
Me: Got lor...
B: Tonite eat what for dinner leh?
M: Vege lor..
B: Only eat vege again ah.. (in a tone that sounds so caring and worried??)
M: And soup lor. And chicken wing also.
B: Wahh.. got chicken wing eat.
M: Why leh?
B: Eat liao can fly ohh...
M: Fly to where oh...
B: Fly to my side lor..
M: hahaha... good lor..
B: Yealor, very good lor... Fly over here and fly into my arms....

AWwwwwwww..... I cant stop smiling man!! Hou han fuuk!!!!!!!!!! And yes, i wanted to be in your arms so much right now...... *grins*

*Im feeling so happy now*

Happy Father's Day

This blog came about to my daddy dear!! On this special occasion for all daddys, dad, i wanted to let you know how important you are in my heart, and how much i love you. Without the love and care from you for the past 21 years, i wouldnt be what i am today, and i wouldnt be in this world. Thanks daddy, and hope you have a wonderful papa's day! I love you, dad *Muacks*

PS: No picture available =( sad isnt it? Photo uploader isnt working on such special day!

A few dots of my life

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I dont know what to say. I dont know how i should put them into words. All i can is to put that few dots here. I just finish talking to baybee on the phone. And im feeling kind of distracted at the moment. I dont know why. One of the blues in my life right now? Crap! I dont even know what im talking about.

Xiang dao ni yao li kai, wo zheng de hen bu kai xin. Zhao bu dao ni de shi hou, it's just like end of the world. Ni gao shu wo, wo hen xiang ni de zhi hou gai zhe me ban? Why am i feeling this way? Shi bu shi yin wei wo tai ai ni? Is it wrong to love someone so deeply? Why must God put this test on us? Sigh.... Zhen de hen bu kai xin =(

I know you cannot tahan this "nagging" dear.. That's why i nag to my blog.

Wo zhi dao. I love you too much to let you go. I just want you to be upon my armlength. I want to be able to reach out to you whenever i want. Shi yin wei wo tai ai ni le.

People grows up. We all grow up. I need to grow up mentally as well. I need to learn to live my life without you. But i know i just can't do it. Without you, my life would be meaningless i know. Without you, there would be no life in me. I know it.

So many rubbish "dots" of my life. I just cant bear to let go. Baybee will be changing work from 1U to work with Khang. That means staying together with him. That means no phone line access in his house. That means what??? That means i have to cut off my communication from baybee already. That means death. And death is sad. So cry. And cry. And cry and cry.

No, i dont have tears flowing out of my eyes. I just cry in my heart, upon the thoughts that i have to be lonely during my long-awaited holidays. And my biggest fear is always LONELINESS. So why is life treating me this way??? Darn!

I admit i do have great phobia towards loneliness. Change me not. It's in my gene.

One last paper to go

Today's paper realllll okayy i should say. So unbelieveable that the question came out EXACTLY the same like last year's. I thought i wouldnt meet this sort of case other than in Curtin Miri. Well.. botany's lecturers are a real slack hmm? Too lazy to even think of new questions.. lol.. good thing that is. I hope i can have credits. ehe!

Hmm.. Amy's finishing her exams tmrw. Darn! Just to remind me that for once in so many years, she finished exams earlier than me =( JiaLi also finish tmrw. Aidiii... i still got another week to go. YEs, just one more week, but the hardest is yet to come.. OH NO!! I dont know how am i ever going to survive my pharmacology paper. Flunk it? No way! I dont wana give up any paper.. Must jia you jia you jia you!!! Cannot give up till the last minute. Hmm., guess stress is coming in again..

Have been feeling unhappy since study week started 2 weeks ago. One minute happy and relaxing, the other minute so tensed up and stressed =( I had been counting down till the day i finish exams and be happy again. One paper down, two paper down, three paper down,.... but im still so stressed! Sigh..sigh sigh sigh sigh..... all wrinkles coming out, rupa macam si ah mu!!

Gotta go o o now.. Tmrw's gonna be the starting of another stressful week. GO GO JIA YOU!!

Ps: Baybee dear, i know u will be busy with work now, less time accompanying me, and by the time u get home, u'd be too tired to read this blog. But i wanted to tell you that, thanks so much for cheering me up today. The things that you did, no, make that the things that WE did together, im so glad it happens. ehe! Wanna know what? The store thingy. ehe.... hugsss

Break

I need a breakkkkkk... My brain's not functioning already.. Zzzzzz.. So many things to cramp in for tmrw's 3rd paper. Sigh, now i hope times pass faster. After tmrw, with 3 paper down, i can concentrate fully on my last paper.... Sigh....... Life!!!!

Biochem paper

hehehe... i have to smile to myself. Tho it pretty much looks like an idiot should someone saw me smiling to myself. hahaha... Just got back from my second paper, Biochem. THanks God for the relatively easy essay question =) Hopefully MCQ dont pull my marks down. Have faith, have faith, have faith... yes, i have faith... lol

Today's weather is a bit more chilling compared to yesterday. But not this morning when i woke up.. Half way doing my exams, i was freezing. It's so annoyingly cold. The examiners (2 of them actually) asked me if i need thicker jacket/jumper. Haha.. how cute.. Maybe they saw me trembling. But then who would want to wear their jacket -______- *stoned* so i politely declined it, saying im ok... hahaha.....

Ta~~ Finish exams. Waited for them to collect the papers. Then i turned around and ask ling "Ni hui juo ma?" and she replied me with so much confidence "hui lor..." wahhh... shioknya... and of cos stressed... hahahha..... Im still trembling when i walked home just now, and still trembling now as im typing this. The powerpoint goes haywire again. And i couldnt surround myself with heaters tonite. Dang! I look like the rednose reindeer now, the one that appears in one of the christmas songs. Rudolph was its name if im not mistaken. haha...

And i wanted to take a nap very much now. Snuggle under my blanket with baybee now *tee hee* i havent slept last nite. Was lying there with my eyes wide open. Forced myself to sleep, but nevertheless woke up to study again. Stressed. I got extremely obvious eyebags, and i guess the lack of sleep (or perhaps lack of nutrients) make me look so pale. What does it look like? Dark eyebags, with pale complexion?? Totally like a stoned drug addict!! Bahaha... so im not posting pictures up. Im not opening my webcam too. Ehe!

Baybee started his part-time work in 1U yesterday. How badly i miss him *hugs* and the fact that he has to stand throughout his duty, it aches my heart. Imagine that u have to stand for the whole of 8 hours a day =( sakit hati, larrrrr...... And by the time he gets a break, he'd be totally exhausted to hang on the phone with me already. Kesian my baybee dear *hugs hugs* The employer is human, takkanlah your employee is not human ahh.. at least give ppl chair to sit down mar... MAT YERH LAHHH....

Simply me, simply pictures

A girl...... becoming a princess... when in love.. *Im not pretty like a princess, but im feeling like one*--> credits to BaYBee

Someone exclaimed that i look like im drowning in the picture. LOL..




What do you think a princess looks like when she gets old and fat?? Bcome super fei fei that time, until her face looks so "distorted" in a way? Like this lor..... scroll down, but be prepared....

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Finish laughing??? Stop laughing liaoooooooo...

And i mean STOP ah!!

The pout that gets me everything

*Pouting* how many of you are doing this? And getting the things that you want? ^__^ This pout gets me everthing that i want. Good isnt it? lol.. Forget about the eyebags thingy. Havent been sleeping nicely for weekS all becos of the exams..

Enough

Apparently, i HAD enough........

Enough of frowning!

But i cant seems to turn it around.........

And so im still frowning...

Sigh..

Im feeling pretty bad..

I dont know why...

Just being emotional maybe

That's how girls are.....

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Turned my frowns around

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One paper over...

One paper's over today. Should i sigh or should i smile? I dont know. It's hard, and it's killing me.. What response should i give??? God bless me with good results, i just need a pass.. I dont crave for credits or distinctions anymore. I pretty know it's impossible. Anyway.. Ling missed call me around 12:25pm, and so i got ready and waited for her.. As usual, she reached 10minutes later, and off we went for our exams. I was feeling so nervous yet so scared. Sigh, and thanks to Iry and Emmeline who sent me sms of support just moments before my paper starts. Those sms pulled me up =) So.. went in the room, find a place and sit down, and waited for the announcement to start... Ugh, i got stomachache.. and damn, i feel dizzy... okay, sit still, breathe, close my eyes, and relax.... Ta!! stomachache gone.. lol.. yeah, i know im being paranoid...

During the 10minutes of reading time, i flipped through the papers. hmmm... 16 pages altogether, 120 total marks, 2 hours exams time. so.. one minute for one marks... and i start writing and doing my MCQ right away..... then....... to the mix and match, then definition, and then finally the long question... sigh sigh sigh!!!! stomachache coming back... oh no!!! again, close my eyes, breath, relax.....nooooo, it's not going away this time... and out of nowhere, i heard someone's stomach growling... feel like laughing, but i cant... stomachache... oh no oh no.... no no no no......

malaria... what's its life cycle? how to draw? draw human and mosquito? Im cursing that blackie in my heart... malaria... sigh, if he turned up today, im sure he knew how to do that question. And human tuberculosis. what should i write??? grrr... and how about Epidermophyton floccosum???? and Malassezia furfur??? Sigh, still Mr. Richard is good. His section is so much easier and i guess that's the part i can score... Sigh... But then... so little questions are his...

Life is so hard... hum hum hum hum..... Exams' even harder!! I need to relax my mind now, and then proceed to the next paper... 99% of my brain's used up for today's paper. Need to clear first.. Toooot... pressing the DEL key... Ta~

Baybee oh baybee!!!

I so very much wanted to plant a passionate kiss on your lips right now, darling
I so very much wanted to tongue-play with you now,
I so very much wanted to kiss passionately with you right now,
And i so very much wanted to forget everything that revolve around us, and just to cuddle up on the bed with you, baybee dear baybee~
I wanted to be in your arms right now,
I wanted to feel your breathe near me,
I wanted to feel your heartbeat right now, hunnie, the heart that only beats for me..
I wanted to hold you tight very badly,
I wanted you all to myself right now, patrick dear patrick!
All i wanted now is to have our lips touched together......Muacks

060606

060606 - Four more days to my first paper. Sigh!! One moment, i wish all these could pass faster. The other moment, i wish i have longer study weeks.. I dont want anymore scary days. These few days are really pulling me apart. Other than books, it is still books. Im suffering =( I really am! Luckily there's Baybee all the while to keep me together. He's there when i need someone to talk to. He's there when i totally need a break from my books. He's there... but he's leaving.. pretty soon =( to JB... LOL.... Happy holidays, darling!

1st paper - 10th June - Medical Microbiology and Immunology
2nd paper - 13th June - Biochemistry: Metabolism and Nutrition
3rd paper - 15th June - Plant in Action
4th paper - 23rd June - Pharmacology

Sigh, how am i suppose to cramp all these into my brain?? And it's like 3 subjects in a few days.. Totally not enough time to study lar.. Stoned! Luckily pharmacology paper is a week away from the plant's. Hard, hard, hard!! Sigh.......

...if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, nothing will be impossible for you... - Matthew 17:20

I have faith in God, but i think i still have to work for what i want. There's no free lunch in this world. Therefore, work hard to achieve what you want. Sigh.. Im getting depression. Everyone got this during exam's period. But how come i get it more than the others? Sigh.. That's life...

Im off to study... Ta~~

***Have a safe trip baybee dear, enjoy your holidays, and take lots of pictures ya? Muacks***

Winter in Tassie

It's winter now. The 5th day of officially-declared winter.. Brrrr... The weather turned cold like expected, though earlier this year. No snow yet, but it's chilling cold outside. I woke up to the cold this morning, then on my heater, warm myself up a little, and text-ed Emmeline so that she could accompany me down to Coles to buy my breakfast. Being alone is just so pity. Buying your own breakfast. Starved when you got nth to eat =( Anyway, she didnt reply me within that 30minutes when i get dressed up, and so i thought she's not going. I pulled aside my curtain and it's a bright monday morning, with the sun shining sooo brightly. So i didnt bothered much, just grabbed my HongKongDisneyland jumper and off i went. The moment i step outside my house, the coldness made my face numb. Lol... And there's smoke coming out of my mouth. Hrmph. Early morning yet so cold. Okay, maybe not too early. It's almost 11am. Then Emmeline called, and i said im already on my way, and she told me the forecast says it's only 4 degrees. No wonder!~ 4 degrees!!! I could have gotten a thicker jacket!! Brrr... I was freezing all the way till i reach Coles, and the heater warm me up.

Quickly grabbed what's on my list - bread, fruits, and a pack of fish - pay, and then come home. Just spent A$12! Could have spent more, but glad i didnt! Ehe! Reaching home, i went straight into the kitchen for a cup of nice warm milo *yum yum* Then, instead of eating bread, i went for this...... and you know what? THIS is goooooood for a cold winter day like today. Ehehehehe..... Yummy yummy... slurps...

No picture availabe. LOL... Couldnt load it up. But it's a nice bowl of TomYum noodles.. Sienz...

Stages of life

The stages of life.. From a little baby still sucking a bottle, to a grown-up university student.. No wonder my mum always says she's proud of me.. I guess every parents feel the same way seeing their own children growing up.. THanks, Pa and Ma! Mum always tells me that among all the kids, im the hardest one to be brought up.. I sleep most of the time, and that should makes it easier, but unfortunately, whenever im up, i'd be crying.. Yes, im nicknamed "crybaby" since i was really young.. But dad says as long as he got a handful of sweets, i'd be smiling like there's no tmrw.. aha!




And also to my auntie who brought me up with all the patience and care.. I do appreciate that so much and all i wanted to say is a big thank you =) I dont rmber at what age when this picture of mine is taken, but it's around my kindy years. I cried a lot everytime my parents sent me to school, and my auntie would always sit patiently with me in the class, letting me know all the time that going to school is a good thing, and teachers are good people. Whenever the bell rang after classes, and if i looked out the window to find no one i know of, i would start to cry and cry.. And again, thanks to my auntie who's so willing to sit there for the whole morning just to accompany me when im in class...
And this picture is taken in daddy's fav garden. I enjoy being in the garden with him for the whole of Sunday morning when i was young. And in the end, i always ended up plucking his flowers. My dad loves gardening. And what do i get when i pluck his fav flowers? I get red butt cheeks, from the spanking, and of course teary eyes.. That taught me not to take ppl's properties without permission.. Thanks daddy for showering all the loves on me, for teaching me the right from the wrong, for giving me such wonderful life...
From a baby to my kindy years, then to primary school, and when i became a teenager during secondary years. I know those were the days when i worried my parents the most. Those friends i mix in school, my hangout places after classes, and all those late phone calls. But nevertheless, im glad they are there to guide me through the right path in life. I appreciate no other thing more than those. I hope i didnt let you down except maybe with a few bad results in class. They sent me to tuition every year, in the hope that i excel in everything. Big big thanks also to my auntie who's so willing to send me to tuition, and again, always waited for me till the tuition class finish.. That's bcos she knew all along that i wouldnt wana wait alone after classes. Yeap, i loathe loneliness.. And now they sent me overseas just so that i could learn to be independent, to get good education and to have really bright future. Good parents always have good plans ahead of you =) "We sent you overseas so that you could get a good education, next time get a good job, and have a bright future." This, i will always remember. Bringing me up into the society, giving me all the love and care, always showering me with the bestest-of-the-best, but never ask for anything in return. To dad and mum, and my beloved auntie, who's already the closest to me other than my parents, i know the day you're waiting for is to see me in my robe, with the squarish hat on my head. You ppl always give me hope, to hold me up when i fall down and i promise i wont let you down. This day will come, and im waiting eagerly too, just like you do. And, dad and mum, i want you to be even prouder of me, i want you to be able to tilt your head higher up, smile, and says "yes, that's my daughter!" =) I'd work hard to bring all the smiles to your face~! =) ***Putting up pictures of me with the squarish hat SOON***

Life doesnt stop here i know. After the squarish hat, it's just the beginning of life in the society. But i know you'd always be there for me shall i ever need a crying shoulders, or a pair of listening ears. When im drawn and tired, there's always a place called home for me to come back to. Seeing me finding the right person to share the rest of my life with is also part of seeing me grow up. Not to waste your effort, dad and mum, i'll live life to the fullest, i'd live better day by day, i'd make you proud of me =) *huGs* And to my auntie dear, though there are times when i've been bad and disobedient, i wanted you to know that i always got you in my heart, and i, too, love you as much as i love my parents. Cos without you, there wont be me here today either. *Hugs* Life revolving around me today is as good as it is, is all becos of you, Pa, Ma, and Auntie =)

Are you a girl or a woman?

Whoa... After doing one for my boyfriend, i reluctantly want to do one for myself too.... Am i still a girl or am i already a woman?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Ha! All i want to do now (after reading the results) is to laugh my ass off! ehe! So... a perfect wife ya? hahahahahaha... HILARIOUS!

Is he a boy or a man? (my boyfriend)

He is a Man

You have yourself a perfect gentleman and a total keeperYour guy almost always acts appropriatelyHe's probably even very upstanding when you're not aroundThere's no boy left in your boyfriend - he's all man!

Is He A Boy or a Man?

Are you a good girlfriend?

Well, i would thought not... but here's a super-contrast results! LOL.....

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

So.... am i or am i not?

Do you ruin relationships?

You Are A Relationship Ruiner!

You've got a killer instinct, for killing relationshipsYour total fear of intimacy points to you being let down beforeOr maybe you truly lack the skills to be a good girlfriendIn any case, relax a little and be nicer to your love. That's all it takes.

Do You Ruin Relationships?

Ahh.. yes, i agree on this.. I truly lack the skills of bcoming a good gf....

Are you a romantic or a realistic?

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationshipIn turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burningNot a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

Pictures

Here's a few pictures for the "Angel and Master" game... I grabbed their pictures from friendster of course. Ehe! Therefore of course i aint inside =)
Here's Miss Fynn, my really caring angel.. Pretty right? And cute =) Need a closer look? There~




Okay, so next was my Master a.k.a my housemate also, CK! Yeap, with his gf from singapore. I dont know why but i laughed a lot when i saw this pic. Cos he just looks so retarded! aha.. Anyway.. That's it... And the gifts that i got from them =)


The photoframe's from master CK, and the others were from angel Fynn.. To name them, a beanie teddy bear, a plague that writes "hope", and hell-many of chocolates =)

MakeUp vs. No MakeUp

Both shows my right eyes...

Before the make up. Note the short eyelashes.. and the "depth" of my eyes... and the "deadness" or "liveliness" also?? LOL...

After the transformation...................... TA-DAH!!!~~~~

Now.... not the L-O-N-G-E-R eyelashes... ehehhe.... and it looks more......lively??? ehehhe..... The wonders of make up =)

Stoned

Can you believe this??????? I was so so so so stoned!! So much difference... Bah, what to do? My idol ba... Oh yea, i cant load all the other pictures, just these!!! And i grabbed the 1st one from KennySia's blog...
I dont know who is he, but he's on all my friends' list. So just enjoy the pictures! *grins*

Duan Wu Jie

I was trying to post pictures up, but i cant.. it doesnt seems to load... Sucks... Everything's going against me now... Stoned!

Btw, yesterday was dragon boat festival. Couldnt wish for more than a dumpling *smirks* Thanks for all those who wishes me =) The earliest was Cuzzie Connie who keep annoyed me by what she ate at home. Then Auntie =) How i miss her home-made dumpling *drools* Then came ChingLim, JiaNing, and Auntie Catherine from Brunei =) I appreciate all those thoughts =) I quote them "Happy duan wu jie.. Ate your dumpling already? Exams here so all the best ya?"
Well... enough to make me smile =)

Baybee's wishes came L-A-S-T!!! Yes, the last one.. how annoying right? He used to be the first to wish me for the past years.. but eventually he became the last one already this year.. How bout next year then? Totally none? We'd wait and see... I tried calling him so many times to wish him but then he didnt pick up my phone. So yeah.. that's it! He's having steamboat tonite.. Bah!!

Hope everyone did enjoy their dumpling ya?

Bad day

I cant stop crying. Up until now. I need comfort. It's sad ='( Now i've got 2 swollen red eyes... i need big big hugs....