幸福

*Smile*

Cannot stop smiling.. since that phone call 20minutes ago. I feel so 幸福!!!!!!!! Thanks baybee *HugS*

What happen ar? You ask me to blog mar.. And yet there's nothing in my mind now other than feeling so damn 幸福 lor.. ehe.. So i just let you know that you make me so so happy lor.. ehehe...

Last time: If i didnt call you then didnt call lor. It doesnt make any difference. You sent me a sms. I didnt reply. Didnt reply then didnt reply lor. Again, it makes no difference.

Now/ Today: I didnt call you back. You missed call me so many times!!! (Sangat gembira lar). It makes a difference. You sent me a sms. I didnt reply. You sent a 2nd one. I didnt reply. And you keep sending the 3rd and 4 th one. hehe.. Too happy! Again, it makes a difference. Never tried getting so many sms from you. You cared, cos you thought i was angry. Ehehe..

You say lar.. han fuuk or not? hahahahha...

And and and.... You rejected the offer to work with Khang. I replied you with a loud "har.... y leh" sounds like "why you reject so good offer".... LOL... well, you told me cos his house so far.. yet i knew it deep down in my heart that it's all becos of me. Becos you dont want me to feel sad and hurt for not able to find you. I know it (Pretend im right if im wrong, okay? lol) Dear, these little act of you touches me a lot. And i do mean A LOT you know? *hugs*

And now.......

Now.........

Other than feeling like the happiest girl alive, i feel so 幸福. Yes. That is the word. 幸福就好!!!!!!!!!

Boyboy: Must study hard ah! Must concentrate ah! Must drink more water ah!
Me: Aiya, very sien lar.. Keep study also cannot rmber thing. Study liao then forget again.
B: Forget which part then read back again. Keep reading back the important part lor
M: Aiya, ok lor....
B: Dont so stress. Still got 2 or 3 days mah.. Headache liao then go listen music a while, play games a while, and blog lar.. BLOG when you're stress..
M: hahahha... ok ok.....

So here i am blogging. Thanks so much for being there for me dar!! I know i can count on you =)

You looked at me, i looked at you. I wonder if i've found the right person in my life. There's too much flaws in our relationship then. Despite all the happy moments we shared, there's still too much sad things that bring us down. But you bring hope and faith to me. You assured me things would be fine. We would be fine. You're holding strongly to our relationship. I've loved you, and i know i'd continue to love you no matter what. You continue looking into my eyes. You hold my left hand and put it gently on your chest. "Do you feel anything?" "What?" "Feel my heartbeat. The heart that only beats for you." Tears started flowing down. I felt so touched. I knew i've found you. And up until today, i still rmber it clearly, cos i knew there wont be another person that would love me as much as you do.

Readers, i know i sound so sakai to actually get touched by phrases like this. Or maybe it sounds so dramatic. I know phrases like this always comes in the fwd mail. But guess what? Someone who's so special said this to me.. And in such situation, i got no choice but to get weak in the knees. It really melted me. That's the difference when you have someone so special saying it to you, compare to reading it by yourself from the fwd mail.

What's girls biggest hatred? Fat. All girls wanted to stay slim. This can be proved by the "sizes" of girls you see nowadays. They get smaller and smaller in size as time goes by. Even the clothes you see in boutique had shrunk. From a size 12, they can deliberately get into a size 8 or size 6 in a few months' time. Crap. That makes me so sideway-grown! Yes. Fat. I wanted to hit the gym again soon. I wanted to be slimmer. More nicely-shaped body. The type that makes heads turn. I wanted to be prettier. I wanted all these changes. But he doesnt want any small or big changes in me becos he just love me for who i am and for how i look, and that's why im loving him from the end of my split-ends till the tip of my toes =P

Back to the topic. 幸福.

Boyboy: Dinner liao ahh.. got eat full or not?
Me: Got lor...
B: Tonite eat what for dinner leh?
M: Vege lor..
B: Only eat vege again ah.. (in a tone that sounds so caring and worried??)
M: And soup lor. And chicken wing also.
B: Wahh.. got chicken wing eat.
M: Why leh?
B: Eat liao can fly ohh...
M: Fly to where oh...
B: Fly to my side lor..
M: hahaha... good lor..
B: Yealor, very good lor... Fly over here and fly into my arms....

AWwwwwwww..... I cant stop smiling man!! Hou han fuuk!!!!!!!!!! And yes, i wanted to be in your arms so much right now...... *grins*

*Im feeling so happy now*