Friends

Friends........ Today, i wanted to say i miss you. Not that other time i dont miss you lar. hehehe..

Just miss you guys way too much today. eheh! In particular ar, i miss JiaLi, SarahRaut, and SiewKhiung. Gosh, i really do miss SiewKhiung, man!!!

JiaLi - It's so hard not to miss you when im calling you my mum. Haha.. Okay, what i miss are those moments back in secondary school (Crap!). When i just knew you during Form1, you're with SiawWan. Then i started calling you "mum" in Form2. Bah, i've forgotten why. LOL. Then all those sessions when we wrote letters around in class. Then the fruit group we hanged out together. Yes, i miss the other fruits too larhhh.... LemonLim and OrangeLing?? HAHAHA... memories will always be memories. Farnee =) And those times when i went to your house in the noon (to do what i also dunno)... only ended up seeing you chatting with enrique! LOL... and i rmber calling him "papa". Gosh!! And for the times when i always need advice in certain things, you're always there for me *Hugs*

SarahRaut - I dont know how long i havent seen her already. Salao kelapa sawit -.- Miss those times spent with you in school lar. And when u come over to my house to visit my mum (rather than me). And those times when you dabao your "mien fen" (Supposingly it's mi fen, ok? Dont get it wrong again) and we eat together in the class. haha.. With buns from Amy and JiaLi. Yeah, nothing from me. I only eat. lol. And miss your sarcastic tone, girl! aha! It's nice having updates from you once in a while when chatting with you in msn =) 12 years of friendship, girl! I knew you since primary 3, and we've been close since then!! I appreciate that a lot. ehe! And im so glad our friendship's still as strong as before!

SiewKhiung - Alamak!! The last time i saw you was day i sent you off in the airport when you went to NZ lar. And that was 4 years ago! *Stoned* And now other than the few sms we always sent, there's nth else between us already. LOL. I miss those times when we go tuition together, when we go "lepak" during the weekends... hahaha!!! And those times when we get together to play prank calls -.- Including getting pass to go lepak during school hours =p And then with all those graphic designing things for photography club. Sigh, How time flies. Old already. And i feel so bad for putting you off last minute when u invited me to your family christmas dinner last 2 yrs =/

For the others, i dont have your names here doesnt mean i dont miss you... Only not now. lol. Maybe i'd put them up another time. Tee hee!!

There's still so much memories lingering in my minds. I miss my girlfriends so much....

That reminds me.. Baybee told me that Jennifer sent him a friendster msg calling him "my dear". I laughed. Why? I wasnt angry at her. To me, it just sounds so flirty and un-necessary. I dont know how to put the feeling in words but it's just that. No anger, no jealousy. She said that she havent heard from baybee for kinda long, and ask how's he going, blah blah. Okay, maybe just to sound nice and caring. But what's the point? She havent met him before, she havent knew him exactly in person to be so caring. Me. I've known her for ages too since primary school. The last time we chatted was monthS or yearS. I dont know. And yet i never get such "caring" msgs from her. LOL. To make it short, you can strike for your friend's bf if you want, but definitely not mine. There's a consequence for that. You can flirt like you want to. You can club and "fish" guys whenever you like. I know you're sexy. You're easy-going. You fall in and out of relationships in short times. Maybe that's not what you want and you're going for longer terms, loyal bf. Yeah, loyal. But that's not on my bf who's not available for you. He's L.O.Y.A.L i know. But make it clear, that's to me, not to you.

Okay, enough of crapping. I've tried to sound friendly in pointing you out. I have to put your name. Cos there's no others. But yeah, ur surname remains anonymous.

Guys that are looking for long terms gf dont look for those that clubs a lot. Dont ask me why. It's true. They prefer the "guai guai" type. But guys who plan to be 3 minutes hot in a relationship will definitely aim for girls who are hard clubbers. Becos they are more "open" in a sense. True? That comes to say, if you want to flirt, flirt in your famous hang-out clubs. Balcony or Zouk? Go ahead. Guys in there can be MBA. On the comparison (i know im bad to compare, but i just tend to!) Girl A flirts with ppl's bf. Girl B flirts with single guys. Both are flirting. Which do you prefer, if you're Girl C with a bf? LOL....