Full of thoughts

Im full of thoughts tonight. There's so many things that i need to make a decision for. So many thinking to do. How can i cope with it all alone? Im full of thoughts..

I watched "I not stupid 2" during the holidays, and i learnt this:
"You're not finished if you lose, but you're finished if you quit"
I wanted to apply this to my life a lot, bcos i've been struggling in a quite a few things now.. BUT im worried of what the future might holds for me.. Sigh, so many thoughts! I dont want to quit half way, i dont want to give up yet, but there's so many things to consider *frowns*

And then came this, from a friend:
不要回头看，不要担心未来，努力的过好每一天 (translated: dont look into the past, do not worry about the future, but work hard to live life to the fullest everyday)
It makes sense too. But how can you not worry about the future? How can you not look into the past? The past makes u grow up and learn, the future lets you make better plans now. What should i do? Someone pls give me some opinionS. Very much appreciated!!

Maybe i worried too much in life, or i always have too much to think! Being someone who always cant make up her mind, i've been a big burden to my parents. Now im passing the worrying-disease to them. Im not a good daughter *sobs*

Have a look around you before you complain about anything. So many people are worse than you.
I know and i understand.. But i just cant seems to stop complaining.. Why is my life so baddddddddd!!!! ARGHhh

And then lastly, i found this from my previous blog:
In order to excel you must have passion for your job. It's the passion that would make your work extraordinary
Passion means sth like interest. I know i need to have interest in the things i do, but seriously, i dont know what's my own interest. I dont know if i have passion for the things that i did.

I can sense that im finished soon, even if i dont quit. Sigh.....