I wish it's a right one

You can leave now if you doesnt want to continue reading. Perhaps this could be a post that i want to keep all to myself.
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I wish i've made the right choice. I seriously dont know what is right and what is wrong, and whether what i've done is the right one. I regret telling you what i've told you, and i regret for hurting you so badly. But i know what's said cannot be un-said. I wish to find the strength to go on.. God, can You show me the way?
I break my own heart through my own work and now i can only blame myself for being so lonely again... If crying could make me feel better, i would be crying the river now.. If death could end all misery, why am i still here? I dont understand all the regrets in life.