Too much enjoying

I looked back to the few of my previous post during the holidays. I've been complaining of bored, too much time, then go yumcha, go shopping, go walk walk... but WHAT THE HECK (!!!!) i think i've enjoyed too much of myself. Now it's time to get back to study :'( I wanted to cry a lot. All things seems to be down on my side. Have been damn suay since last nite. Should have taken that as some sort of a sign. Failed my pharmacology. Sunny day suddenly bcomes a rainy day. Why must You do that to me!! Im thinking of withdrawing myself from uni. I seriously dont want to study anymore :'( I dont know what i should do with my life next...

Need to start studying for my supp paper now. So damn freaked out! Why, why, why!!! The exams seem so easy but the result all came out as shit. Exactly shit!! I really dont know why... Tell me why!!!! Has the marking scheme changed or what? Somebody tell me lar!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn annoyed now. Dont bother me for the next few days if u saw me online in msn! And i mean seriously dont bother me! I've been in a mood swing recently, being edgy all the time. Additionally, from the results that i got now, and a late AV, i got no guarantee if i can control my temper anytime in the next few days.. or weeks... or MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!