Su Ling's farewell, last year

Okay, so i admit i miss my bunch of crazy monkeys.. i really do.

LYee, Jwen, Me, and SYee....

That was Jwen and me in SLing's room. Notice the different skin tones in me? ahaha.. and that was only after 2 sips of whatever shit cocktails they mixed. 2 sips. what a put off. i shall boost up my drinking skills. Bcos i totally konk-out before we reach Isobar for the night.. *ahahaha* and SWei gotta come all the way to send me back -.-


Anyway.... i want more parties like this.. i want i want i want!!! and i promise to train myself to drink well before the next one... which i duno is when... LOL.. since we're all separated now... sigh...



MONKEYS......... I MISS YOU GUYS T.T

Lost for a few days

to re-collect up myself.

Went Launnie and spent the night at Amy's which was really great. Did lotsa catching up, but at the same time feeling guilty for troubling her. hehe...

Anyway.. some stuffs crop up in life and it seems like she's giving me good advice to it :D *huggies wuggies* i love you the most! ahaha....

And oh yea,... i hope thing's gonna get back to normal...

I felt a lot better today..

Because he was here..

For the whole morning... :D



But then, things will be going back to the usual self again when the sun rise tomorrow. Sigh.



And i made a mental note to myself, i shall grow up and be independent.
I wish i can......

Once again, i hate my life.. and i hate MELBOURNE!

I feel so disconnected from the outside world loh.. So suay... dont know this year got what luck, everything so suay! hrmph!! Not suppose to be a bad year for the ox rite?? Sigh...

MY PHONE BILL REALLY EXPLODED THIS TIME, MAN!!!!! AND THE IMPACT IS SO DAMN HUMONGOUS THAT ALL MY NEIGHBOURS GOT BLOWN AWAY...

and what's left is just ashes of the aftermath. How to survive like that???


And and and....... Baybee go soak his handphone in the bucket AND NOW I CAN'T FUCKING FIND HIM TO TALK LOH........ die or not lah u tell me? The only one that can keep me entertained at all times now got disconnected from me.


Want to ask him online also cannot loh.... unless he got this sixth sense that i'm looking for him.. AND I AM MISSING HIM TERRIBLY... the voice that can always calm me down is now gone.


Suay suay decided to move to Melbourne. Suay suay decided to rent a room in this dodgy area. Suay suay sis run away. Suay suay change to postpaid. Suay suay the bill exploded. Suay suay no friends no entertainment. Suay suay he go soak his handphone. Suay suay im a homebird then suay suay im so lonely and suay suay i can't stand loneliness T.T




SUAY OR NOT? WTF!!!

I tell you all hor..........

I'm going to become queen of gamblers already loh............................. HAHAHAHAHAHA.....
not that i know how to gamble or i'm addicted or what shits lahh.....

but for those who know the story then you know what i'm talking about la... HAHAHAHA...

but for those who don't, you might think i'm really going crazy if i tell you about it. So just let it be. AHahaha... And oh yea, hopefully everything works out fine... Tee hee hee.....


Crown, here i come~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Because im not a fish

okay, so i can't possibly die by dropping into the toilet bowl. Hence, here i am, still blogging. lolol.....


i did nothing in the past few days, other than the usual waking up, sitting here applying for jobs, then going back to sleep. so pathetic! totally got no idea what's going on outside, man! damn damn damn!


and oh, this time round, i think i really need to flush myself down the toilet bowl already!! i overused the handphone's cap credit... way toooooooooooo much and so gotta cut down on it, or maybe totally cut off for the rest of this month... and here i am, no more credit to make phone calls... i wanna die loh!!!!!

For that one moment in my life, i wish i can just drop into the toilet bowl and die

Anything. As long as i don't feel so tortured like now. I can even hardly breathe!



My life is damn f*cking NEGATIVE now lohhhhhhh!!!!!

i woke up crying today

because im all alone.. in an unfamiliar place. I know im a crybaby. But sissy is no more here. And i can't help it T.T

I just need some company *sobs*

I wish i can go home *sobs*

or somewhere im familiar with *sobs sobs*


God....

i'm starting to hate my life *sobs*

Now, im a little bit sad

I dont know why.

I am so alone.. Sigh!


And i dont like this feeling...... I DONT KNOW HOW LAHHHHHHHHHH


Oh God....

I miss him

there's a tiny lil voice deep down my heart saying "i miss him".


i guess i really do. *beams* waking up and seeing "new message: bunny" on my handphone screen brightens up my day... a lot!


Days when he didn't text me, i felt acid in my tummy.


But i knew right from the beginning, he's not obliged to text/ find me all the time.
So who am i to complain so much....


Anyway, i miss him a lot :D i miss my HunnyBunny :p

I can just hear the sizzling of skin

I was dumbfounded when i checked the weather this morning. A high temperature of 42 degrees. Under the burning sun. I hate the heat.

Weather that is just impossible to wear pants =(


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I made a mental note to myself last night. Gonna polish up my resumes today. Have to be ever-so-determined to do it today. But i guess the heat's not helping one bit. Ya, blame the weather :[

After checking up resumes of my bunnie <3 and Ambrose, not only did they need polishing, i guess i gotta put more effort in rewriting the whole thing. Sigh. Life!

Anyway, friends..... please pray hard for me. Im in need of a job desperately.....








Even my lappie hates the heat >:

I think Melbourne hates me

If not then why is it so blardy hot when im here?!

Must be something wrong with the weather, i suppose. It's a stupid 38 degrees today, and tomorrow's gonna be 40 degrees!~ How am i suppose to survive in that weather. Having the air unit at home doesn't help either. It just blows out HOT air......


The heat is really killing me.


And the people here. Everytime i waited for the train, doesn't matter to or from the central, it's always packed, with people faces sticking right at the door and windows. So gross. Sweaty people sticking together. Oh my! I always have the feel that im in India. or anywhere there. when the train is always overloaded.


Girls wearing mini skirt this time confirm get molested one loh.... Imagine it yourself.


Oh oh, and the heat makes the train so stuffy. Cannot even breathe!

By the way, im in need of a job desperately now. Research lab please employ me lah~~~~~~~~

Internet connection finally

Finally i got my internet connection... the 1 week without connection here totally rots me away..

Anyway, im in Melbourne now. moved here officially, but im not liking it here. not at all.



NOOOOOOT at all.



Someone please save me... i wanna go somewhere else. it's so freaking hot here. i wanna go back to Hobart. I miss life in Hobart..... T.T



Oh yeah, I MISS UNI LIFE!!! Everyone's back in uni... and im just someone without anything now. A fresh graduate without a career, without a car, without a house. Im just a nobody. Ooh, how pathetic life can be. Sigh!