Nobody loves me :(

"I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say. I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how i feel, like how i miss you. And how i love you so."

希望越大， 失望就越大。

有一个月没有哭，以为自己坚强了。
可是，没想到今天， 我又流了几滴眼泪。

所以我要学会，不要再去希望。

Thinking back on the past few years...
I've learnt that the bigger my hopes, the more disappointment i meet. Therefore, i have stopped wishing. Wishing to be told that i am loved.

I don't want to think, for i don't want to risk disappointment.

After all, everyday is just another ordinary day.

随便啦。

I will be content. And smile. Like i try to, every other day.

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I had a wonderful birthday yesterday :) The surprise he gave me, Jessica's phone call, and wishes from friends i least expect. Even without a birthday cake this birthday, without a proper dinner, I'm still touched to tears. Thank you :)


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"Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll."


I'm just trying to be optimistic.


~*Regina is feeling a shooting pain in the chest*
~*Regina is listening to "全世界最伤心的人- unknown*