You gave me a sleepless night on the eve of your birthday

How could you do this to me?!


I knew it was your birthday today and you probably wanna celebrate the "counting down" with your friends and colleagues last night but how could you put me aside and let me have a sleepless night?


Could you possibly sleep well, not knowing where your other half is, what he/she is doing, what time he/she would be back?

Could you have not wake up every hour to check on your phone, to see if he/she has called or left a message? (Same thing as waking up every hour to check on the empty space beside you)

Could you possibly have a peaceful night, not thinking of this and that?


Especially when you like hanging out so often these days and drink like mad even when you know you need to drive home?

Especially when i asked you to let me know once you reached home, safe and sound.



Especially when you knew all along, that i am waiting for you but could not tell you so, because you're going to tell me hurtful words ie i'm locking you up by waiting for you (yeah i know it's very wtf)


How could you ever do this to me. Just one phone call is enough to put me into deep sleep but is it just that hard?


Anyway, if these panda eyes of mine really gave you some fun times and happiness last night, then i guess it's worth it.


Happy Birthday! <3