Gone

Gone. Baybee's gone.

And im feeling so lonely. With only his smell lingering around me, i cannot help but cry. When i sent him to the airport, all i could do was to hold his hand tight and keep quiet. Inside me, i keep telling myself to be strong. All this distance thing will end soon, and i will be back to his arm again.

But

I cannot help it when we're near to the airport. Tears started flowing down. It gets worse when it's time for him to board. And worse. And worse. And then the worst. *secret*

Now im at home, he seems to be still here. Beside me, around me. His smell lingers, everywhere. Even on my pillow. How am i suppose to sleep tonight, without him? It's hard to adapt to life without him now. Sigh...

Who's going to hug me while i sleep?

Who's going to kiss my forehead now?

Who's going to cover me up when im cold?

Who's going to cook my meals when im hungry?

Who's going to ready my bed when im sleepy?

Who's going to make up the bed when im awake?

Who's going to eat with me?

Who's going to watch movie with me?

Who's going to comment on everything i do?

Who's going to complain about my stubbornness?

Who's going to help me carry my groceries?

Who's going to accompany me now?





Worse of all,

Who's going to hold my hand when im feeling so insecure?




Baybee, i miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

Im sorry for the temper i threw while you're here, when all you did was to try your best giving me the best. Im sorry for all the hurtful words i said while you're here, when i know clearly that you do not mean what you said and what you said were all for my own good.


Baybee i miss you a lot a lot.



T.T