T.T

I no longer know myself.

Everytime whenever i feel like blogging, again the Regina inside me just refuse to write it out.. Even my blog is no longer a friend to me..

I am only with myself.

There's so much updates.. but i just don't feel like talking about it anymore.

p/s: It's another row tonite. Sigh.

Leaving one by one T.T

My friends are all leaving me one by one T.T *sobs sobs*

I met up with Amy today at The Union and we left to clinical school together. I miss her so so so so much and im so glad everything's still so comfortable between us. We can talk and laugh like the old school days. I can laugh at her jokes really out loud as if there's just me and her around. T.T but she's leaving soon. To do her placement. *sigh* And then after that Iry will also leave for hers. Sigh.. And i will really be alone this time :(

Fine.. Leave!!

Just leave me all alone here.

And get eaten up by dinosaur :(






Back to Amy... She was telling me her buttock hurts cos dunno langgar what -.- And then i did the hand gesture (just like the sch days) and telling her i can do the massage for her. wakakka...
Then in the bus we talk about guys, that she's gonna be 老姑婆 if she didnt fish one guy now.

And then when we reach the clinical school, she asked me to join her at the cafeteria for coffee.
Amy: 走，我们去喝 coffee.
Regina: 哎呀，你要还我今晚不能睡啊？
Amy: 哦。。。 你不喝 coffee 的哦？那我们去喝奶咯。
Regina: 喝奶？？？？？？？？
Amy: 哈哈哈哈哈。。。 不要喝嘉丽的奶就好了！


*faint*



Amy: 你的 patpat 还好吗？
Regina: 我的屁股不会通
Amy: 屁股？？
Regina: 我的 "patpat" 吗！


*laughs*


Okay, enough of the conversation. *ahahahha* i can go on and on if i don't stop =p but that's not the point of this blog. I just can't bear to have my friends leaving me one by one. The feeling is like when everyone started to go their own way after Form 5. And it makes me so teary T.T Just like when i'm gonna see them again. And it's really when. It's a distance away T.T It feels like everytime i have to say goodbye to ppl around me when i left for Aust. It sucks having to say goodbye T.T It feels like how baybee left me everytime after he visited me in Miri. All the hugs and kisses T.T

Now..... everything is such a distance away T.T

I miss my Form5 Bestie!!!!!!!! =( Jessica, Amy and Sarah =|

Scrumptious dinner

Last night, out of the blue, i cooked myself a scrumptious dinner.

I had lamb curry with pre-baked potato, prawn omelette, lotus root soup with peanut, and stir-fry 小白菜 with oyster sauce. And im eating alone -.- *looks down to my flabby tummy*

Fortunately, i did not finish all the foods. Maybe finish up half of the amount =p And keep the rest in containers, hoping to save them for tonight's dinner.

But today.. i woke up with a sense of guilty-ness in me. I DID NOT suffer from bulimia. Though i very much hated myself for eating so much last night, i DID NOT try to vomit out the food. I just live on fruits today =(

Breakfast: A cup of tea, a piece of toasted white bread, and a banana
Morning tea: Nothing
Lunch: Apple and pear
Noon tea: Starbucks >.< (Joe's treat, cos we finish class earlier)
Dinner: Apple and banana


Stomach growling liao lor. Damn those people, everytime when i try to control myself from eating, they will cook really nice smell foods. And will always offer them to me. Cannot resist de lar!!! But tonite... i told them im full, and will save the foods for tmrw -.-



~*Regina is feeling hungry*
~*Regina is listening to her stomach growls* (and i still got a long night to go)

Is it true?

Is it true that when someone is drunk, he/she will have the courage to say something that he/she wanted to say for a long time and doesn't have the courage to do so when he/she is sober?

We see this in almost all romance movie. Almost all HK series. Almost all Taiwan series.

If you wanted to say something, for instance, telling someone you love him/her, but always doesn't seem to work, you can do it when you're getting tipsy? And not remembering anything on the second day?

Yesterday during prac, Miss Jane* (names with * are all false name) told me that she got drunk in the college the other night, and called her bf just to tell him she hate him, and for a long time she already doesnt love him -.- But she doesn't remember anything on the second day when he called her. And she told me this is something she wanted to tell him for a long time already -.-

And guess what... today... i saw her bf here (her bf's in msia all this while!!)

Names

I remember i had a post few months back, about ppl's name. I rmber it so well cos i had a blast coming across these names for instance the Hou Chee Kuai, and the brother would be Hou Chee Kek. And the sister is Hou Chee Sin etc etc. AHaha..

And yesterday's biochem prac was really bored, with incubation period of 2 hours for all the culture. So as expected we started talking about all sorts of rubbish, and one topic that came up was about our children's name. Yes right! I know that's still a long time to go! lol...

And what's worse was....

Because baybee's name started with a P, and mine a R, therefore they said that my children name should start with Q, which they came up with Quinone, Quincy, Qiaprep =.=""" If you ever know what these means!!!! All the proteins and even APPARATUS we used in the lab. *sweats profusely*
But i told them i doesn't want anybody to come in between us, so they said "Operon" as in O comes before P, or "Sequence" after R. Omg!! I have a bunch of really funny girlfriends!! -.-

And after that Kah Wen told me my first boy would be called Plasmid Wong, and my 2nd girl would be called Sequence Wong =.="""" And she continued to say that it involves baybee's skill to "insert" the right gender of sperm at the right time!(bcos if it's girl first then it would be Sequence Plasmid and that won't sound right) Hahahaha... then i'd have a Plasmid Sequence =.=""""""

This morning i told her i dream about my baby daughter last night -.- all the sequences!! Bcos basically this is what we did yesterday in the prac - Sequence Analysis - comparing thousands and thousands of sequence to find the piece that matches. And mind you, it is NOT easy!

Dead

Last post.

Cos yuna's going to shoot me =p

L.O.V.E.

LOVE is
being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times, and
being together in bad times.
Love is the source of strength

LOVE is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth, and
never pretending
Love is the source of reality.

LOVE is
an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are, and
not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity.

LOVE is
the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

LOVE is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

LOVE is
the fury of the storm
the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

LOVE is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

LOVE is
knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in the heart at all times
Love is the source of security



Love is the source of life

The end of daylight savings

Daylight saving ends this weekend. Here's a brief rundown on what to do.

Australians in NSW, SA, Vic, WA, TAS and ACT will gain an extra hour on Sunday morning when daylight saving ends..

Clocks in NSW, SA, Vic, WA, TAS, and ACT should be turned back one hour at 3am this Sunday 25th March, 2007
(http://today.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=256357)


Note: 5 more hours and i will need to turn my clock back an hour. I used to hate this daylight savings thing to an extreme cos personally, i think it took away an hour of my life, and that i am another hour further away from home. Yeah, i know it's lame. And year by year, i just can't wait for it to end. But this year... it means nothing to me anymore, whether it starts or it ends =(

Another thing that doesn't last forever

It's totally wrong really, to be thinking about people who don't seem to even remember you...

I know, these people are really unworthy for you to dwell over, but yet, today, i found that i was.

I thought about how close we used to be. One of the happiest times of my life where problems seem too far away and we seem so young.

"Friends forever" that was what was said back then. Thinking now, it all seems silly. Like what kids scrawl on their classmate's autograph books at the end of the school year? It doesn't mean a thing.

I thought that since we weren't kids, we would mean what we said.

But now, not even a call or message. We don't even have a clue what the other is doing now.

Now i guess i have been proven this fact - Friendship, like all good things, don't last forever.

Like everything else, it fades with time...



NB: I did not realise i haven't been updating anything about us, till Jane* asked me how things are now. Well.. since the incident, sissy has been here to keep me company, so i could really crap my extra times away. but now since she's gone, this moment of loneliness have come back to haunt me. And as far as things go, all has been real quiet. So there's nothing about us that i could actually blog about

There are so many things twisting around in my mind that i wish i could just scrawl them everywhere in my blog but i guess this is not the time yet.



~*Regina is feeling nostalgic*
~*Regina is listening to Jacky Cheung - Ai Wo Bie Zou*

Freaked out

SO f*cking freaked.

Got a phone call today. I know it might just be some random prank call but then following the event of Mr. Prevert1, i guess this is too much of a coincidence thing.

I'd just note him as P2 here, as in Mr. Pervert 2:

Me: Hello

P2: Hi.. how are you?

Me: Good.. thanks

P2: That's great. What's your name?

Me: Regina

P2: Nice name, Regina.

Me: Thanks.

P2: Are you as beautiful as your name, Regina?

Me: ..... *stoned* Who are you looking for?

P2: You. Im looking for you, Regina

Me: huh???

P2: Do you have a boyfriend, Regina?

Me: Yea.... and then?

P2: Ahhh... that's great. Do you want to come over and have a threesome tonight?

Me: A WHAT?????? *raised my voice in a slightly irritated tone*

P2: Oh, you heard me, baby



and i swear i can f*cking imagine his ever-s0-lecherous smile...

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He actually called the second time after i hang up on him.

Somebody help me please. Maybe im just paranoid but then it is so freaking scary.. i don't even dare to step out of my house now.



~*Regina is feeling so freaked out now*
~*Regina is listening to Sade - By Your Side*

Pervert

You just gotta be MORE careful and Alert no matter where you are.

*Ugh* Someone came up to me today and told me i smell like his doll at home (??!!!) and im using one of his fave woman's perfume (????!!!!!) OMG.. it really scared the hell outta me coming face to face with this kind of pervert!

I was on the way home from Clinical School (for your infor, it's located in the CBD if you haven't already know that) and was waiting for the bus at the normal bus stop (becos SooYee couldn't pick me up today and thus i did not use the shuttle bus on the way home) when this really decent korean-looking like guy came up to me and ask if the bus no.55 was going to Churchill Ave. After telling him yes, i queue up and still did not sense anything wrong with this guy. He's really very very decent-looking i tell you!!

And the bus was really packed today. It's 5pm, so as u expect, ppl finishing class or work, and going home. So when he sat beside me in the bus, i don't feel weird becos there's none other available seats. But as i got off bus stop no.13 in the corner of Churchill Ave and View St., he followed, but it doesn't mean anything cos there's where his destination is, right? - Churchill Ave. But as i was quite near to home, i sense he was so so so close behind me and when i turn, he smiled in the most lecherous way and i freaked out! then he told me he likes the Gucci perfume im using and that i smell like one of his dolls at home! OMG... whatever he meant by that, i just wanted to run for my life!! Eeeek!!!!

After *JW's incident, i know i have to be super duper careful!! Her undergarments actually got stolen after an old man approached her at the bus stop and, maybe or maybe not, followed her home. Okay, don't wanna touch so much on her matter but then girls out there just gotta be extra more careful!

New friend

I got a new friend =)

Tracy, from Shanghai China.

A real gorgeous lady studying MIB (Masters in International Business). Phew! i really do mean Gorgeous, with the capital G. Not the skinny sexy model type of gorgeous but the real healthy sexy with shapes type! Ahaha... =p

Which Celeb do i Look Like mOst?

I visited this site which i think is one of the coolest thing ever. *laughs* cos i had so much fun and laughter trying it out. Here's how it works: u upload your pic there and they scan their system to see which celeb u look most like and give u a percentage of the facial similarity.

In my whole life, i only remember having people say i look like Ah Ya.

Yeah, u've got it right. The crazily funny girl who sang the "red bean" song.

Don't laugh. I know i don't look like one... Maybe i used to look like her. hahaha...

Even baybee once thought i look like her. Hahaha...

73% like Hirosue Ryoko, 83% like Kyoko Fukada, and 63% like Song Hye-kyo. Omg!! Song Hye-kyo!!!! Lol...

90% like Hirosue Ryoko, 56% like Courtney Thorne-Smith, 74% like Song Hye-kyo, and 72% like Ai Otsuka...

76% Song Hye-kyo, 74% Lee Hyori, 74% Ai Otsuka...

!!!!!!! Song Hye-kyo again....... 67%

I thought i was quite chinese-like but it seems that all those self-taken photos show similarities with either japanese or korean... hahahah...
Here's about all the pics i've tried.. And as absurd as it was, i've had a few copies that comes out with similarities of Leslie Cheung!!! Yes, that GUY!!!!! omg!

Anyway, i know u guys are going to have a ball trying this site out... =) Enjoy!

But, being the unbeliever that i am, i wondered if i uploaded an actual celebs pic, the site will tell u that the pic looks 100% like the celeb.

ahaha so Angelina Jolie looks 73% like Angelina Jolie???


Ahahahah... That confirms all doubt that this site is a fluke. Proving all the above to be not true. Though i miraculously hope they are at least partly-true (so then i would be as cute as Song Hye-kyo!!!) =p

ahahahh nevertheless i had fun *ehehehhe*

Try it, you will too....

Poisonous Friends

Have you ever met friends that are poisonous?

They are friends that cares and are really concern about our well-being. However, the difference between a true friend and a poisonous friend is their intention.

You see, a true friend care because they genuinely cares about what happens in our life, because they do now want to see us sad or miserable. But a poisonous friend on the other hand, they do care but their only intention is to watch us slowly fail. They want us to be miserable. They show concern only to keep track on how we are doing. By keeping track, they can plan on their next progress on secretly torturing us. Giving advice that they know will only sabotage ourselves. All they wanna do is see us suffer.

They can't stand the idea of watching their friend successful, or better off than they are. They tend to get jealous. With this jealousy in them, they tend to wanna compete secretly with you. Therefore, they plan a strategic plan to sabotage their friend by pretending to be their best friend. Giving them advice that will eventually lead them to hell.

Don't let them degrade you. Don't let them play mind games on you. Don't let them fool you. They are secretly competing with you in their head. It's a competition. Don't play their game! Stay away is best.

Friends like this are not friends.

Sad but true. They do exist.

18th March

I did not update yesterday (17th March) because yuna COMPLAINED i update everyday.. HAHAHAHAHA.... =p

Happy Birthday Dad

It's daddy's birthday today. I miss him loads.

It's already the 4th year now that i could not get to spend his birthday with him =( Shall do it next year for sure! *crosses finger*

Asked bro to buy a present for dad on behalf of me, and he came home telling me he got a set of Burberry's perfume. Anyway, im glad bro's at home celebrating dad's birthday, and he won't feel as lonely anymore.

Happy birthday, daddy!!!!! I love you *muaks*

Pictures and Petals

Okay... I think I am full of thoughts today.. I'm thinking about my blog.. Used to keep a diary where i'd scrawl all of my thoughts in.. Filled with stickers, poems, pictures, pressed flowers etc.. The most recent diary before my blog got too thick with all the pictures and petals that it was falling apart at the spine.. It was too full anyway, so I started to write my thoughts online.. I'm wondering if it's a good idea though. What if one day, blogspot.com closes down? I would thus lose all my memories... Geez... And it is actually a lot harder to reminise by reading on the comp screen u know.. So i decided to print all the past blogs I've written and future blogs that would be written and compile them in a book so I can read back and smile when in my rocking chair when i'm too old to read the tiny fonts on the comp screen.. =)

Amelia was telling me the other day that she read back her old diaries and found it utterly hilarious.. eg: "My friend said that this guy is cute, I don't think he was cute at all" "I went tuition and sat with this person.." it even has little drawings of the table with indications of where each person sat! Boy, we had a good laugh... I have my old kiddy diary stashed somewhere in my room.. I just don't know where... *ehehehhe*

A person can really see herself grow with diaries... No wonder so many people blog nowadays...

My old room for 3 years in a row in Aussie and im missing it right now.

Pissed

I'm SOoO Freaking pissed. It's SO Damn irritating. My foods always get stolen. ANd it actually happened repeatedly with different people and now repeatedly with the same damn guy. B*stard. Sheesh. You would think that they would not have the cheek to do it again after i confronted him and he admitted an apologised but NOooOo... He does it again. ANd these shameless ppl claim that they aren't stealing when they clearly are! I know it's just tiny things that he took and seeing im just a quiet girl who wouldn't make much noise with them around and that stealing my foods is just in a flick of a finger? It's really getting on my nerves after the same thing has been happening repeatedly everytime he is back and i confronted him again this time, only to have him replied me in a bitchy way and claimed that i was bias against him? BIAS?? WHATEVER FOR? Its not even related to anything. I'm mad at him bcos he took my thing without permission and it's not something he can borrow and put it back later. He doesnt seem to understand that.

If only he admitted like he did before.. And now he has his friends to back him up in case he used the wrong words while denying it? What's worse than a person who steal is a person who stole and refuses to admit and apologize when caught. And the efforts and excuses used to cover and deny the facts are so lame and oh SO pathetic.

~*Regina is listening to Jian Ao - 5566*
~*Regina is feeling pissed and irritated*


~Word Learnt Today = Feign v. feigned, feign.ing, feigns v. tr.

To give a false appearance of: feign sleep.
To represent falsely; pretend to: feign authorship of a novel.
To imitate so as to deceive: feign another's voice.
To fabricate: feigned an excuse.

(www.dictionary.com)

(p/s: sorry for the vulgarity. Its just that i'm so blardy pissed at him)

Malaysian Police vs Malaysian Driver

Polis: Encik, tadi u tak ada nampak lampu merah kah?

Driver: Ada!

Polis: Kenapa u masih jalan?

Driver: Saya ada nampak lampu merah, tapi saya tak ada nampak u!!

Polis: !@#$%^&*

Driver: bagi peluang... tuan...

Polis: peluang bagi dengan macam mana???

Driver: bagilah peluang...

Polis: ya... dengan macam mana??

Driver: biasa looo....

Polis: macam mana biasa???

Driver: wei.. u pura pura ke atau hilang ingatan ar...

Polis: Apa u maksud?

Driver: haizz... u memang sedang bazirkan masa saya.... bagi saman.... CEPATTT...

Polis: saman RM200 o... fikir baik-baik...

Driver: wei... u tak faham maksud saya ka... suruh u bagi then just bagi lar... apasal mau cakap banyak... u punya head suruh u mari sini chating ar?? mau sama then cepat sikit... hanya tahu bazir masa saya.... saya sanggup bayar saman ini pun tak akan bagi u minum... biar dahaga..

Polis: @!#$%^&*)*(&^%$#@!






HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA..... it made my day... :)

Online shopping

Im so glad i did not accept dad's offer of giving me a credit card before i came back here again. Though it's WAY too convenience for me to pay bills, buy tickets, etc with that card, it's a bad sign when it comes to shopping. Online shopping. Where i can even shop when im lazy to move my bum! Haha..

I've been so active browsing around the net for nice things recently, that im getting the hang of going shopping online. It's so convenience lor. And yet weather nice or no nice, u get to shop too. Sunny humid rainy or thunder. Can shop also. How good. And when air tickets go on sale, can just book and fly.

I like this guess canvas shoes SO MUCH!! Doesn't matter what the colour is, black or yellow, im loving it so so so much!!And the denim jackets. The cutting is just so so absolutely awesome! Don't you think so?

And these are just a small part of the things that attracted me to shop!!!
The list goes on, man!! Without this cc to shop online, im glad that Hobart doesn't have a guess shop either :p cos public transport is too convenience here. hahaha...

Is it true?

... that jealousy is caused by lack of trust?

I've been having this thought in my mind since i came across that certain thing, and haven't had my sleep last night. *yawn*

And while having lectures this morning, i couldn't even open my eyes and kept dozing off and had Prof. Clark calling out my names for a few times. Eeeek, how embarrassing!

But why should i put myself in this type of torture since he doesn't even care a tiny bit?

Therefore when this question came into mind, - why am i brooding about this over and over, why am i making a fuss over this thing, why do i feel something sharp piercing into my heart to an extent that i felt a heavy heart and difficulty breathing, why do i care so much - i thought it was mere jealousy that happens in all relationships.

And hence i've decided to trust him once more. I don't know about you guys, but for me, it certainly need a gallon of courage for me to take the risk of having my heart crushed once more, by any means. So i called him, with an eager heart to hear a sincere explanation. I assured myself that everything would be alright, and even if it's not, i shall not make a fuss over it in the phone.

The phone call lasted only 17 seconds. For God's sake, 17 seconds!!!! Which means.... nothing i expected came into reality. No explanation, no nothing.

This morning i woke up to a msg from friend. She was so concerned about me, that i cried after reading her msg. The hugs came at the right time, when i needed it the most. But what's bothering me was, why isn't there a single msg from someone whom i wanted to hear from the most? why isn't that someone in particular be more concerned towards what i'm feeling? why isn't there a word of comfort from that someone?

I've been real silence for the whole of yesterday, and it doesn't bothered him even a tiny bit.. It doesn't even bothered him that i could be unhappy? sad? sick? or dead, even?? I don't know.. i just need an answer...

I've been trying real hard to stay as optimistic as possible. To have all the positive thinkings instead of the negative. But it's just so pathetic. Don't you find it hilarious that i am the one assuring myself instead of him assuring me that we're gonna be alright? Isn't it funny that i am the one telling myself that he loves me instead of him telling me?

By the end of the day, i don't think this is jealousy, but insecurity.

A short one

hehehe..... Timed myself today. I took 20 minutes to come back home from Med Sch, and mind you, it's DOWNHILL all the way. Ahahah.... So most probably i'd need longer than that to go UPHILL again this time... which means I GOTTA RUN NOW!!!!!!!!

sick in the head

This is getting SO sickening!

This cny (2007) changes everyone around me. Maybe just a particular someone. BIG HUGE changes.


It's so hilarious, how can someone changes a stubborn person to that extent. Perhaps it was L.O.V.E. Thought it was only me, but boy, i was wrong! I am so wrong!


I wouldn't fight for my rights this time even if i am the one who knew him FIRST, or not. Because he will be leaving me anyhow. Not now, but in the near future. After he has gotten what he wanted from me.


Loving someone does mean letting him free right?


If i chose you, and yet you chooses her, then who am i to stay in between both of you? It's time for me to call it a quit.



At the end of the day, i am still a nobody but a 3rd party

In the dark

Been kept in the dark for a few days now.

Should i make myself heard, or not?

It's hard bearing all these, esp when it comes from someone who means so much.

Been promised honesty, but never proved.






Or am i just too sensitive? i seriously don't think so...

The weekends

Reviews on this weekend... hmm.. let see....

Saturday - Went Salamanca in the morn, only bought 2 pears and 2 oranges cos i still got some bananas at home. So guess that'd last me for a week :) And then, i had the most FANTABULOUS cup of milkshake.. it is made from home-made ice-cream, and it is SO creamy that my taste buds are telling me that they smells cows. haha :p (so lame i know)

And then on the way back, i dropped by Woolworths to get a loaf of white bread, a pack of minced pork, and 2 packets of dumpling skin. Fynn's having a potluck party over at her house tonight, and i've promised to bring sth over. She's telling me she wanna eat the paper-wrapped chicken that i cooked for her last year but well..... having guest of ard 40 heads, where do i get such big chicken? So i can only wrap up some dumplings for her. Eeek... so much difference i know...

Came back home to get ready, chopped up some mushrooms, carrots, onions, cabbages and then marinade the meat. Just waiting for evening now. Took a nap and when i woke up, suddenly feel the urge of not going to the party anymore. Sigh! So went down, make the dumplings, fried them, and put them nicely on the plate. Ambrose cooked stir-fry chicken with potatoes and carrots. it's so yummy i tell you. Stole a piece from him >< Asked ambrose to bring the plate of dumplings over to Fynn.

Around 8pm, Robin came to fetch Ambrose and me to the party, but lol, i told him i aint going anymore but he insists i go. He even helped me pack up my laptop for the night cos they're gonna be having a gaming session after the party.. lol... However for some unknown reason, i ended up not going though. At around 10pm, he called again, to check if i wanted to join them for the game session but i told him i am already in bed! :p

Sunday - Woke up around 9am, and watched an episode of 肥田喜事 and then started my assignment marathon. This year's Genetics was a bit of a challenge compared to previous years, and i almost pay my eyeballs for it! lol.... Had to read lines and lines of the nucleotide sequence, find the ORF, go through them one by one, translate them into proteins, and then look for mutations... OMG... and it's not only one or two lines of sequence... it's like thousands of lines and that makes up millions of nucleotide i have to go through. For those who's so familiar with DNA thingy, u would know how the repeats of "ACTG" all over the line will make u go blind. Worse, i have to read them from the monitor screen, cos if i print them out, it will be hundreds of pages!! So here i am, reading the lines of alphabets since this morning, and right through till the noon *pukes*

And while i was typing this, i am only half way done.... Someone please kill me!!!



I had my student ID renewed last week. I wanted a nicer picture to keep (my last stud ID) but they wouldn't let :( And i look so small in the pic, that my friends are calling me "the small one"... lol!! because theirs fits nicely into the square box :(






~*Regina is listening to Akon - i wanna love you*
~*Regina is missing The Boyfriend*

Ouch

=*(

Fell down from my chair and had a few scratches on my legs and arms =*(

And a bruise as big as a 50cents coin *ouch*

Bugger

SO.... I've never felt so annoyed before! oh well, maybe once or twice :p

My new housemate + old housemates are really driving my crazy. Bugging me to share the internet line every single day, as in they dont understand a word of "I DONT WANT"????? Yeah, i know im SO selfish as in having the internet all to myself but what the heck (??!!) i paid for the modem, for the phone line, and for the installation fees of everything and now u're telling me u just want to share the rental fees?? which is just a mere aud 5 per month (shared by 6!) Ass-kicking idiots!

Anyway, i dont think i have to resort to any of their comments @ judgments because im just doing what im suppose to do at my own expense. So stop bugging me!

What really pissed me off was when i said NO, he (Brian) doesnt wanna leave and just stay put at my bedroom's door. And i have to use the rudest remarks to get him off.. Bah!! Guys will always be guys... when u attack their ego, they HAVE to leave no matter what, and in a frustrated manner... Anyway, i used the worst sarcasticism i had ever used in my 21 years of life....

~*Regina is feeling so grouchy*

34th monthsary

Crying alone in the dark

If you're leaving, take this.....


it's bleeding......

So.....

34th monthsary...


is spent in tears





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i can only smile...

Had a really hectic day today. From 9am i had a lecture till 11am, then a computer lab session which stretches from 11am till 1pm.. Just because it's held in the LifeScience building, by the time i reached home after the computer session, it's already 10 past 1pm... So quickly gobble up sth as my lunch, pack a few things into my bag, and had to rush off to take the bus to clinical school... Havent even got the time to digest my foods....

Repeating this unit is just so hectic.. im trying to stand on my own feet during the prac, but sometimes things just get too tough.. The only consolation of repeating this unit was that i get to see Richard again, but heck, he's not teaching us anymore this year. Replaced by the super-duper boring Louise Roddam :(

On the way to the bus stop, i met ChoonYik (the birthday boy, lol) walking hand in hand with his girlfriend.. Getting nearer, i gave him a slight wave, indicating a greeting... but he did not reply my wave (makes me look like an idiot, lol)... but when we're really really near, he said "HEY" in a really loud and surprising way... hmmm... he must have missed my wave earlier on....
But then he told me "wah, 变得越来越漂亮哦。" I can only looked at him and smile, and then seeing his gf pinching him and asking, "you can't see me here issit?" hahahaha... and i said "lol, see ya" and left....... 'lol' as in the short and sarcastic lol my bro always gave me.. hahahaha.... dont get it? ask me.. :p

Anyway, there's 2 really annoying new classmates today, stupid bangalas.... just hate their annoying attitude lor

Freebies? I like!!

Just look how far can someone go.... When freebies are up, i really grab them like no tmrw......


The Uni's Co-Op bookshop is giving away these bags last week, and it's SO useful i tell you... 2 A4-sized notebooks (worth Aud5), 1 pencil, 1 eraser, 1 highlighter, 1 bag of jellybeans, and a few discount brochures... Oh my!!

My day....

Finally caught up a 12 hrs of sleep last nite, since i started my dreadful day of working. Was so tired since then...
The temperature suddenly dropped from a hot + humid 20 degrees to a freezing 6 degrees last nite, so i woke up in the middle of the night to cover myself with double the blanket. hahaha.... am gonna get myself a quilt soon enough... maybe 2 days later! :p

Oh yea, I PASSED MY BIOTECHNOLOGY LAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahhaha..... im so proud to announce that i've got brains of science and law now :p I was worrying sick all the time since i sat for that exam, cos the format is just so different from the science one BUT NOW I PASS!!!!!!! can't stop smiling :p

Will have a "house-warming" dinner at Jacelyn's house tonight (which, miserably, only me and Iry will be going)... Guess it's gonna be a double celebration tonight... wakakakka.... IT'S MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! :p



I have 3 adopted "kids" but the other one died on me :( Here's the 2 living ones :p sitting nicely in my room

13 signs of falling in love

13) When you're on the phone with them late at night, and they hang up, you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago..

12) You read their texts over and over again...

11) You walk really slowly when you're with them..

10) You feel shy whenever you're with them...

9) When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...

8) You smile when you hear their voice...

7) When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... All you see is him/her...

6) You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...

5) They become ALL you think about...

4) You get high just from their scent...(oh my oh my! this is just so absolutely true!)

3) You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...

2) You would do anything for them...

1) While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time...


HAhahaha... this is just SO true!!