Being Materialistic

Sometimes life can be really ironic.

A lot of people work really hard, trying to achieve their dreams.

However, there's no perfect situation in this world. There's always trade off; u gain something and lose something at the same time. That's the opportunity cost of gaining.

Most of the time, when you think you would be the happiest people on this earth after achieving "something". However, when you really achieve it, you dont feel as happy as you thought you would.

In most cases, you will be in a state of confusion. You will start asking yourself, is this what i really want? Did i work so hard just to be at this state? What have i miss out in the process of achieve it? Am i really happy?

Within months, i work hard, spend hard to get stuff that i always dream of having. I thought i'd be happy. I see those as an achievement. Yes i am happy, but with a littel confusion. The so called achievement, i'm not really proud of it. People may see the posh side of me. But deep down inside i know i'm far from being THERE. I'm far from being at that stage. The "me" now, isnt the "me" i used to know. Have i change? Have i gave up my principles and start acting like the norms? Or am i just trying to push myself to work harder to buy happiness? Suddenly i felt lost.

All i know is, from the rate i am spending, i'm gonna die soon.

Please Kill Materialism.