Bloody Friday

Bloody Friday it is today.. Woke up early to check on exam time table. I know lar, not results pun, what for so nervous want to check so early.. Not that i can pack and fly home right away after the exams also... But this things just got on my nerves one lar.. who ask me to be so stupid and be such a dummy that i need to study earlier, study more, study faster than other ppl? Being stupid is really a put off!

On first glance, the arrangement was cool.. Nice i mean :)
28/10 (9am) - Molecular Biology in Health and Disease
31/10 (9am) - Plant Genetics and Molecular Biology
09/11 (1pm) - Medical Microbiology and Immunology
13/11 (9am) - Analytical Chemistry
Spot the dates.. I get a few days in between to get ready for the next paper. So then i wont have to rush through during my study week. Thumbs up. Yes.... But then spot the dates again.. It's stretching all the way from the 1st day till the last day of the exam period. Walao, that means how long i have to get myself stressed for. Im smelling depression. Lol...

Anyway, hopefully every single paper will be fine for me :) Please pray for me, guys!!!

Bloody Friday cos rental here will increase next year. From a freaking aud70 per week to a fucking damn asshole aud105 per week. Im sorry, i swear a lot today cos i got so tensed up on a bloody friday like today. As a consolation to myself, im glad Iry will be moving in with me next year, which means we're gonna be housemates :)

Another bloody friday today it is cos i got in term with him again. I dont know how we're going to patch things up.. It seems like cupid's on holiday now. Sigh.. It must have been so, cos there's a lot of travel sales going on now. Sigh sigh sigh... CUPID PLEASE COME BACK FAST... come back fast and shoot another lovey-dovey arrow on us, please... I dont know where this road will lead us, and i dont know how long we can stay together again like this... Im not ready but i will learn.. I want a future with him, but it seems like certain things are coming our way. God, please give us the strength that we need, please show us the right path to go, please let us walk side-by-side, hand-in-hand till we're wrinkled, saggy, and bending old. God, please dont lead us apart.....

Again, as a consolation to myself, i booked my ticket today. I dont know how my mum's going to put a bomb right at my face this time, but i took all the courage and guts that i've built over the time to do this one little thing that i want to do. Yes, just a little thing, cos what's smaller than booking a ticket? I seriously need to go home this time, rather than want to. Life is pulling me apart now.........