I'd like to think that i'm strong. But reality is, i'm really really not

I'd like to think that i'm very strong. I'd like to think that i can take things as they come, that i can let go as easily as i say.

But the truth is that i really can't.



I talk big. But i really am peanuts. I really don't have the courage to do it and the strength to face it if it ever comes again one day.

Just thinking about it... I cried again today.

Another time in just a short time...



This relationship just still means so much to me. And as much as i try not to let it show, i'm really worried of what the distance will do to us again.

**Feeling sad**