My BaBy Brother

I never thought that i would have a blog about my baby brother here.. Well, not exactly a baby brother, cos he's turning 11 in another months' time, but he's forever the baby brother in my heart... Just like wut my parents told me "No matter how grown-up you are, no matter how independant already you are, you're always the baby girl in our heart" Awww.. When my mum told me this, i was actually so touched =X

Okay, back to my brother.. I felt so bad for scolding him the other day when he bugs me for maple story account.. Not that i dont want to give him, but i've forgotten about my sign-in id, and i doesnt have any pro account.. And yet i felt bad for not being able to help him when he got bullied in there... hrmph.. After reading Jia Li's blog, i realise i've always been a protective sister too! ahaha... I remember last time when my baby bro used to get bullied in school, he'd come home and tell me about it.. Not that i will go back to school and pin-point the bully out, but i guess whenever my bro saw my angry face (at the bully) he'd feel so safe and being protected! aha!

Up till my 1st two years here in Aussie, my bro will constantly phoned me and told me about his happenings in school, and i will eventually asked whether he gets bullied again or not... Small things he did just make me feels so touched.. We used to be quarreling and fighting over small things, and always hit and make fun of each other.. Sometimes mummy would say "when you're good, you're just so inseparateable.. when you're quarreling, you're just like a knot.." Hahaha... What's another small thing he did that make me so touched? When dad and mum plan to bring him to Christchurch this coming holiday, all he said was "Can we fly over to Tasmania and see small jie?" For your info, he calls me small jie... ehe!

The next thing he did, when i used a fake meegos on msn, he reluctantly offer to buy me a real one, cos he says "so kelian one you, have to use fake meegos.. i buy one real one for u ok?" Well... this touches me also... cos it's the 1st time in ages since my baby bro offered to buy me sth.. The last time was a sweet and a tin of cola he bought from the school canteen =) and a piece of chicken he feeds me in Dave Deli the last time i went back... I missed him... I miss me baby bro....

When i scolded him so badly, and he says "i hate youuuuuu" to me, it brokes my heart.. I was bad... Yeah, i've been a mean small jie to him all this while... It really puts me off, cos i even scold him names ='( How bad can it feels when he treated me so good and i scolded him like that?
Till baybee patch things up between us, which im so grateful for.. But now this spoilt baby brother is climbing over my head already =( He's bribing me for a sony cybershot digital camera for his birthday =( How am i suppose to afford that for him? Gosh.. Maybe i should get a job, earn the money, and give up my sydney trip.. COs he was asking me last night "why present also cannot?" Aiks~~

WHY???

I miss him... a lot!! The cute baby bro when we used to hang out together, in the shopping mall with mummy.. 2 of us will squeeze close to mum, as if wanted mummy all to ourself! At home, when mum was watching tv, we would no matter how, sit close to her too! And dad would always say "how come nobody sit with me here?" AHA!!~ And the times when we went out together as a family, he will normally stick with me, we will say jokes, or even laugh at ppl walking pass us.. hahaha.. When the 1st time baybee went to miri, 3 of us went to the Taman Awam, and seeing my bro play so happily with baybee also makes me feel so nice...

*Sigh*