Living like a nomad

is not fun at all -.-

Jia Li.. i dont know why u can enjoy doing that hahahaha...


Anyway, im staying in the city now... Gonna be moving again pretty soon -____- maybe to Hawthorn.. who knows, but definitely on the move :P

I kinda like this place here now, though it's quite small and run down and the rental is sooooooo expensive it burnt my bank account + pocket + purse + pay slip.. LOL.... but the location's real good :D can get to work without having to validate my ticket :P


And housemate is real good :D


Unfortunately im still very much in love with that place in Hawthorn :P and Joanne just called to ask if i want it cos she can't find anyone more suitable than me lolol!



Good nite.....................

Getting caught

for the SECOND time....


WTF....... just imagine how unlucky i am!


Im hating melbourne more and more @#$%^&*

Which is better?

Staying, or going back?


=(



1 week left and i can't still make up my mind.

TA

I enjoyed every bit of this job. Though it might not be the best profession in the world, i thoroughly enjoyed every bit working with the people here. They are reaaaaaallly nice i tell ya! Especially Natalie and Danny :D



I'm just sad all these are not gonna last long... :(

Mum, i have something to tell you

I know you're clueless i kept a blog all this while. And i know there's no way you're going to come across this blog. But if one day you do, mum, i want you to know that i loved you, i love you, and will always love you...
And i've always wanted to tell you...


Mum, i wish to go back but i know you will be unhappy.. and i don't want you to be sad or even angry with me.. I really want to help bro's education but i really don't like Aust.. I just think this is not the place for me.. I tried to settle down here but i've been really unhappy since i moved to Melb, 2 months ago.. My heart is always at home. I don't want to be alone. Loneliness has always been the biggest fear in my life, mum.. I know you got a lot of problems in the office these days and I tried to be really good, I don't want to add to your troubles again, and i want to be there for you, mum.. I really want to see you smile and be happy again. I don't dare to make the decision of moving to Perth because i'm also worried i might not be happy over there and will decide to move again in the future and i also understand that it is going to cost a lot of money so i really don't know what else i can do.. It's not that i did not try to look for a job.. I really tried.. Please believe me.. Since i decided to come back to Aust again after the CNY, i'm really firm on the ground that i want to look for a job and save money for home.. I don't know how to tell you all these because i don't know why you seems to have lost your trust in me and you've been thinking i'm really disobedient.. But i swear there is nothing that i did or wanna do that is against your will, other than i'm longing to go home.. I know it's very unfair for bro but if i can really turn back time, i will choose not to come here in the first place.. Maybe you think i'm going to make you lose face if i go home just like that without a career or anything, but i really want to be with you.. I really want to be beside you when you need someone to be there. You always act strong in front of us but i totally understand how you feel deep down. I'm really lost.. I don't know what else i can do. I'm sorry mum.. I'm really sorry i let you down.. i love you...



Since Mother's Day is just 3 days away, and i don't know where i'm gonna be that time or doing what, mum, Happy Mother's Day in advance!!!

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Happy 4th Anniversary to the boy who holds the key to my heart!

Please remember, I love you too <3>


xoxo

DeeP TrouBle

Im in deep shit this time.


will be mia for some times... zzzzzzzz