Stressed to the MAX

I AM SO STRESSED.

I have never been so lost before. Never still not know my material so close to the exam. Honestly, this semester has been my worst so far. I really am struggling. Do not know what in the world they are teaching. I do study. But i just can't seems to get what i aimed for. Particularly for Genetics 3 and Biochemistry. It sucks to be in this state. I have to aim for credits to get into honour studies. And i know i have to make it.

Or else you can just kill me.

In the contrast, i thought i did real bad in Med Micro, but i excel in the test =) But the thoughts of Genetics3 and Biochemistry eating up my brains stressed me out. It's only 5 more days to Biochem test, and 13 more days to the exams.

I'm so stressed its scary.

Is split ends caused by stressed?

Yeah. i think i'll just blame it on stress.

~*regina is freaked out*
~*regina is not listening to anything*

快要死了

第四个晚上了。 每个晚上至睡了3个小时。


这样下去。。 还没大考，就会完蛋了。



还有好多事情还没做完。。。 这么读书啊!!!!!!!!!!!!

At this moment, im thinking of you

Aren't they just SO CUTEEEEEEE?????? Im going to get a collections of these cuties =p

笨蛋。。。

Her: 很多時候我因為怕受傷 所以就選擇先放棄。我更因我太爱自由 所以明明渴望愛情 卻依然不知怎樣讓別人進入我的世界

Him: 難道我不能給你百分百的信心吗？ 你知道 我一直有多麼的在乎你。

Her: 我珍惜這份安全感 卻擔心他的泣聲. 所以每天的感覺 還是孤獨的.





After some times....
Him: 這段日子 你真的過得好嗎?

Her: 沒有你的早晨 加了糖的咖啡 也是苦的.

Him: 當時, 我尊重你的要求 所以我離開.. 但.. 這段日子你不開心, 所以 我就回來了.





Omg.... T.T so sweet~~~~~

Her: 也許, 我連自己要什麼我也不知道 我一個人悠悠蕩蕩 最後久了 也沒有了目標. 冒昧醒來, 發現牆上 已經不知覺寫了你的名字.

Him: 單身是茫然, 戀愛 也徬惶. 我明白, 所以 我用時間 去證明了這顆心. 我會因為你 曾經的放棄 而改變.

Her: 難道...我真的是個笨蛋 .. 一直錯過已經在身邊的幸福.

Him: 我們.... 只是用時間找到了我們需要什麼. 時間讓我們認識了自己, 也肯定了對方.

Her: 因為你 讓我知道真真的幸福是什麼.





=D ********happy ending*************=D

Pissed, again

at her.




my housemate.




super pissed. and annoyed.

busy saturday

Presentation slides done =)

40% of report's write-up done =)

Tummy ached like hell =(

Tickets booked =)

Vivien smoked =\ stinks!


Jessica made me smile... no.... LAUGHED like no tmrw =D



Tonite can see fireworks ehh, duno what occassion ler... hmmmm

Corner with love

Anyone watch this taiwan drama already?

I don't know if it's nice, but the song's kinda stuck in my head right now, and most of the time. Ahahahha... Especially the part that goes “爱在转角遇到谁。。” blah blah blah, don't know the rest already =p

Relaxxxxxx

Finally done with my second Immunology test for this semester *phew!!!!*

It's really hard this time, but i'm glad i studied most of it. Not all, but most, maybe like 90% of it =p I don't mean i knew how to do 90% of it okay? Cos i forgot some of the stuffs. Ahaha.. things like HbeAg ----> Don't even know what the "e" stands for, though i came across it a few times while revising but i tend to skip through it.. Ehehehe

But it's time for me to relax tonight. I don't know what i can do, but i really don't plan to study tonight =p Reports and presentations i'd leave it till tmrw. Because i so need to take a deep deep breathe now =)

Ohhh, i passed up the media project today too! Ahaha... which means, before the finals, i've still got one report, one presentation, one assignment, and one more test (worth 20%!!! #@$%^&*)

Add oil add oil!!!


But cannot add fat =p


I will be having Subway for dinner tonight =) *Woooooooots*
I so love their buns. Sooo fresh =)


~*Regina is feeling relax*
~*Regina is listening to nothing*

So sickening

It is so sickening to lend someone your past reports, and then having them giving you all sorts of NASTY comments, ie "omg, you did so badly, how come you get so high mark" or "i think you wrote really really badly".

I mean, who the fuck are you to comment on my works, when, the lecturers think i did it nicely and therefore gave me a relatively good mark, and when it's already the past?

I did my own experiment, i wrote my own report, the lecturer gave me good marks, i studied for the exam, and now i passed and proceed to final year. You told me you doesn't know how to write your report, and needed my copy as a reference for you this year, and all you did WAS COMPLAIN THAT I DID IT BADLY???

If you think so, do it on your own and don't depend on mine as reference then.. You sucks, okay? Sue me.

I thought you were really a friend. I helped you when you need help, when others are busy rushing for assignments and stuffs. Things i am not sure, i spent time checking it out for you. I crapped with you when you're feeling so blue and stressed.

And now, this is how you repay me.

After "stepping" on my works, you asked me to keep my assignments and reports this year, for your reference next year. In case you didn't know, this is just OH-SO-PATHETIC!!

It's not like im going to lend it to you anymore next year. Once you've said something, it remains in my heart.. forever... Why must i still lend it to you and let you give all those nasty comments, and not lending it to someone who would appreciate every single word i wrote inside?

Curse you!



Btw, i had GROSSOLOGY class today.. and another one tmrw. It is just so gross! Ahahaha...
And......

Brother sent me this picture that he edited using his handphone -.-

I miss my mummy!

I miss my mummy!!! I really really do... As a girl i always have been closer to mum than dad. In fact, i am very protective to anything that might harm my mother (though sometimes I unknowingly do it myself), but i really love my mummy more than any person in the world.

Australia wasn't so bad when she was here.. Ahhh... Miss the days... She would cook for us everyday.. and make us follow her out for a short stroll every evening.. oohh... i miss you mummy... She really is the cutest. Says thing that we least expect..

And i miss our mother-daughter day. Just me and my mummy =) We kicked off the day by having some quiet times together eating breakfast. Then we roamed the market after breakfast, and after that went back home. Around noon time, we were in the kitchen together, baking pastries =) and mummy will prepare a simple lunch =) After lunch, we went shopping!!

Every shopping session, mum will be busy checking out her cop.copine new arrivals at Ming Collection and Violet, while i sit at the side taking gazillion pictures of her browsing through the clothes. Ahahaha, no wonder im a big fan of cop.copine too =p And every now and then, mum would throw a piece over, saying it suits me more. ahahaha... my cute mum... =)

After shopping, we both went for facial therapy at Paul&Jennifer in Imperial Mall, before going back home to join dad and bro for dinner =) When the night wears in, i would snuggle up beside mum in her bed ;)

Mummy, i wanted to tell you all along, that i appreciate all those you've done for me. I am sorry if i've hurt you in the past, through my behaviours or anything i did. I love you, mummy, and i longed to be in your arms again, having your hugs all the time.

Today, i wanted to tell you, mum, have a wonderful Mother's Day! You're the best, and you deserve all the luxuries you're enjoying =)

"Happy Mother's Day" means more,
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things,
We never get to say.

It means I LOVE YOU first of all,
Then THANKS for all you do.
It means YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME,
And that i HONOUR you.

Mummy,
Thank you for being there when i needed you the most,
Thank you for believing in me even when i doubted myself,
Thank you for being the one person i could trust,
No matter what, no matter where.
But most of all, mummy, thank you for being you, my dearest mum.

*big hugs* mummy!




~*Regina is feeling homesick and missing mum*
~*Regina is listening to 妈妈 by i don't know who*

The shits of exams

I don't know what makes me come up with this title, LOL, but i just felt so crap today. Exam's timetable out already. Quite satisfied with the time arrangement, but i just DONT FUCKING KNOW where to start studying!

As expected, my first paper starts on the 9th June!
9/6 - Genetics 3 - 9am
12/6 - Medical Microbiology and Immunology - 9am
18/6 - Molecular Biology and Protein Biochemistry - 9am
20/6 - Techniques in Molecular Biology and Protein Biochemistry - 9am

No bad, right? I can start with Med micro first during the study weeks, then Genetics3 on the last few days.. then after the 2nd paper i'd just start on the Biochem.. Ahahah
But u know what? I HATE taking exams in the Engineering Building, cos it's just so uncomfortable, the chair! So high that my feet can't even reach the floor when i sit on it. Imagine my 2 hrs in the room, with my leg hanging in the air. How to get serious like that, can still goyang kaki one =p

Then then then....

With all these stress bugging me right now, i am having such a bad mood, that little things irritates the shits out of me.


You don't believe? Ask The Boyfriend. He's been my victim for so long =p



And the urge to shop. To enjoy the luxury of having so many new things around me. And because i do not have the time to shop now, CAN SOMEONE PLEASE KINDLY BUY THESE THINGS FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE???

I would appreciate it so much!!!! T.T

i want i want i want... a pair of grey colour boots T_T tall tall one lar...

Or these "taupe", so IN now.. Though i probably won't wear these for long. And they cost a bomb here T.T



watch!!! with beautiful white colour strap =D white makes me happy. And those butterflies. Ehehe..

For my partying feet =p Or the white colour one =p

can go "hang gai" =p and any outing.. I know lar.. all Guess mar, cos cannot afford LV *sobs* but i still likey...















Oooh, what else? So many things worth loving and purchasing now -.- Mother's Day is just 2 days away, sales are everywhere... I think i should pamper myself with all these sales =p



Come on lar, de-stress me please... Buy these things for me then i will heart you =p

I got the sweetest mom in the whole wide world

and im proud to say that =)
I know it's not Mother's Day yet, but mommy just made me feels so teary a moment ago, and i wanted to give her a beary hug *HUGS*

My msn nick, **Regina** - die die die, so many assignments and reports... fuiyo!

then mommy come in:

mom: Hey
me: Hi.. u r mom or dom?
mom: mom... dom eating roti canai next door
me: ohh.. how come u suddenly hey me in msn ler?
mom: i was about to off the computer when i saw my regina die die there i thought what happen
me: T_T



see that? MY Regina =D


I want to cry... because i feel so loved =D


During times like this, it means so much more =D






Ya, i know im a crybaby. SO????

五月八

3 年了！





好开心哦！！！！！！




hehehe

宝贝

今天过得还算不措。。。

今天没力气跟你聊天。

所以，今晚我会早点睡。
明天早点起身。

希望你今天的一切都顺利。
希望你今晚会睡得好。

辛苦了我的宝贝。。。 =）

想念你。hehehe
期待明天的到来。
明天就是我们 3周年。=）
有个礼物相送给你。
期待吗？



~*Regina is feeling nostalgic*
~*Regina is listening to dino and jiawen talking beside me*

Lack of updates

Probably won't be updating as much starting from now. Only wanted to make full use of my 5 weeks before exams. Very much wanted to excel!

Nothing too happening happened, or would happen i guess. Other than studying, it's still studying. Staying up late in uni with my study groups, rushing reports and assignments, and then coming back to chat with baybee for a little while, before dozing off for the night. That's pretty much it. Or have a chat with mum once in a while.

Oh, spiderman 3! Anyone watched it already? Wonder if it's nice. Carmen invited me to the movies tonight, but don't think so i'm gonna move my bum anywhere! LOL..

Random pictures up after exams. TeeHee! Not like i have any now =p

Down with a fever and the worst gastric

Or so i thought.

Just felt so so so uncomfortable the whole of yesterday. No appetite, though the dumpling JiaWen made are so tempting =)
Without any foods in my stomach, i can still vomit -.-" And that's twice, in Alex's car while he sent me home (poor him, i left a trademark smell in his new car).

I went to bed straight after i came back from uni at 10pm last night. But couldn't sleep, because i felt so bloated (i dont know what caused it, cos i had eaten nothing since morning) and uncomfortable.

And JiaWen called me 3 times last night, just to make sure i was okay. 2am, 4am, and 6am -.-" And she even brought me plain porridge this morning.. She's just so so so sweet *hugs* Haven't got any appetite yet, but managed to swallow a few mouth down.

I don't know if this is what happen if you got a gastric pain, cos i've never had all these happening to me before. To make it worse, i came down with a fever last night =(

Hopefully it's gonna end soon, cos i got only 5 more weeks to final, with loads and loads of assignments, reports, and presentations due in between.




~*Regina is feeling stressed*
~*Regina is listening to Hui Gu Niang - Ah Mei*