If there is any time for intensive studying, it is Now.

I just realised today i am 6 weeks away from my exams.

That leaves like what? 10 days for each subject?
Minus time for classes, sleeps, gyms, blah blah.
That really doesn't leave me with much.

I'm starting to feel the pressure. So i'm announcing a hold on my social life.
So,
Don't really need to ask me out (unless its something big lar) cos I will be trying to study.

Because:

Losers expect something from nothing.
Winners are willing to pay the price and make the sacrifice to get results.




And i want to be a winner ;)


~*Regina is feeling stressed*
~*Regina is listening to Loving You by i-don't-know-who*

Going round and round and round

I've been sent round and round and round the uni this evening in the shuttle bus. It's so funny i tell you, though a bit annoying and frustrating. Ahaha...

Cos the shuttle bus is suppose to pick me up from the clinical school, then send me to the Law school where i can walk home in less than 3 minutes.

Ahahahha...

But because it's full, the bus send me straight to the uni apartment without dropping me off at the Law.

And the driver told me he will send me back to Law school again in a while.

But on the way down, he stopped at the Art school first. HEADACHE.

Then full again, so go back up apartment again.

And all the while im holding my cup of Starbucks Hot Choccie because the drive so bumpy and i cannot drink.

By the time i reach home become Iced Choccie liao.





Oh... another funny thing.......
You rmber i mentioned my spoilt brat brother got a new Sony Vaio lappie? Ahahha.. And when i read the bulletin he posted in friendster, that his biggest fear was losing his sony vaio, the devil in me comes out to play again.


I'm gonna take his vaio and swap it with my Asus notebook when i go back this year end! Ahahaha


Great isn't it?? Ahahahha

Sleepy

SO sleeeeeeepy...

Still got 3 hours of lectures to go. LECTURES. Time seems to stand still when having lecture.

Prefer lab prac.

x.x

Damn sat

You know how cold it is today? 11 degree Celcius!

And just because i overslept this morning, i rushed out forgetting to grab my jacket.

I made a cup of milk tea, left it on the table, forgetting all about it, and went out.

Just wearing a polo tee. Short sleeve.


And im working in a 4 degree Celcius "fridge" today, for the prac. FROZEN!! + Rudolph the rein-deer red nose -.-"


Another more sat thing, when i got home this evening, my milk tea become ice already -.-" Serious! Not all, but partially. Half the cup. Solid ice.

The best milk tea.. Ahahahha..

Longest Monday ever

I had a really long day today. Classes started at 9am, but i overslept til 8:30am. So hafta skip my breakfast :(

Rainy day: So romantic. Esp a rainy day in autumn. With all the falling maple leaves. *Ahahaha* And so i walk slower than usual, to enjoy the romantic scenery (actually in fear of slipping lar... ahahahha)

By the time i reach class, the Prof is already waiting for me -.- After that, we're divided into groups. Me, JiaWen, and Dino in the same group, under Dr. Wong. And the day started. Non-stop til 5pm!!!!!! Not even the usual lunch break.

Im so surprised im still alive and kicking after a long day without breakfast or lunch. And now im so tired and hungry, til i don't even feel like eating anymore. The thought of foods just vanished in my mind.

But Fynn brought me dinner. Because when she called, im too tired to move. She brought me rice with nibbles and vege.. And i ate using a fork -.- because im too tired to even pick up my spoon. And for your info, i am using a dessert fork. So it's quite small -.-"

About today's prac, we're working on cow's blood. A whole container of cow's blood. And it stinks badly. Then Dino asked a question, "Do cows have HIV?" because she's not wearing any gloves. Then we asked Dr. Wong... and we got a reply like this, "HIV is transmitted sexually, who would be so stupid to mate with a cow?" Ahahahaha... Then JiaWen said "some stupid people who wanted to go for excitement."

Then as i was surfing the net just now, i saw this:
AHAHAHAHHA... i was laughing because the links to this news went like this "Gay man infected virgin lover." Whole article, click here.

Okay, enough of that. I was actually searching the net for news about our new princess ;) Because WE GOT A NEW PRINCESS!!!!!!! "Mini Mary" that is ;) I know im not a Tasmanian, but i feel the excitement.

Some maternal instinct again. LOL

Im currently in a dilemma, whether i should do a research in Biochemistry next semester, or i should stick to doing Immunology. It's hard, because i seriously wanted to do the research, AND a major in Med Micro (i need to do Immuno in this case). And just now, Prof told me he wanted to lead me in the research, because, according to him, im a very attentive student *ahem* Ahahaha... No joke. Though i gave him a really sarcastic reply of "HA... HA..." -.- And he says he's very sure i would excel in the research. *Sigh*.... A few more weeks left for me to make this decision, cos i can only choose ONE. Can someone help me please?!

Im so sleepy already.. It's only 7pm. I think i would sleep really early tonight. Cos i couldn't asleep last night. I AM SO FILLED WITH JEALOUSY!!!!!!!!! Bro bought a laptop! A sony vaio!!!!! And i wanted to strangle him, because he knew i wanted to change my laptop already (it's quite old already), and now he got it first. A good lappie somemore :( And when he told me about it last night in the msn, i don't even know what to reply him. And he says "You jealous.. i haha in your face. I got a laptop."



You say lar... got this kind of bro anot??



And 2 weeks before, he just bought a Nintendo wii!!!!!!!!


Not his birthday. Not that he excelled in exams. Not any occasion.


Spoilt brat



But i still love him all the same ;)



And im secretly praying HE WOULD NEVER EVER GET HIS DRIVING LICENCE til he knows the value of money.

get it?

;)

Short Day time

I slept for more than 12 hours last night. The clock's hand already move one round but im still in bed. And i still DONT feel like waking up for the day. And now, only after passing a mere few hours, my bedtime would be here anytime soon. So freaky! Felt so much like a pig.. but then i feel happy and contented, to be able to catch up with so many hours of sleep.

Iry told me a normal person would only need 7 hours of sleep each night.

WRONG.

How many of you actually only sleep for 7 hours? Sure more than that right? Only she need 7 hrs, or less -.-

Mummy said my bro is growing, so he needs 8 hrs of sleep.

WRONG.

Because a normal person like me already need 10 hrs of sleep every night. Or i'd definitely be grumbling the whole of the following day.

Im not a pig. I just find happiness in sleeping :p

The long hours of sleeping last night is because the weather's so breezy and cooling the whole night through, not a sudden hot followed by a sudden coldness like usual :p And if i get to choose, i'd sleep right through til tmrw morning (monday)!! Then i wouldn't be wasting my time waiting for some stupid ppl to accompany me. *smirk*

And one f*cking disgusting thing, i woke up to a sms from JiaNing, and he calls me his piggy -.-" If just piggy, it is acceptable. But not HIS piggy, because to me, (i dont know about you guys) that's how a bf call his gf, right? Just like how ChingLim called his gf, and Andrew with SooYee. So i replied asking him not to call me his piggy because im not so pig, but i got a reply like this "You not so pig but you're forever my piggy."

DIE.


And he told me he's uploaded new pics in friendster, and when i told him i saw it already, he asked about really details thing in the pic. When I told him i just glance over the pic, and did not pay much attention to it, he grumbles. He complains. He sulks.

OMG.

Who am i to him to pay so much attention to his pic. And it's a group pic i tell you. Im not obliged to. Im not anything to him, and it's not my interest to do such things.

Different story if it were baybee's pic. Group pic also i observe, ok? Every single details. Including all those ppl in his pic.

DIE. 25 yrs old guy sulks. A guy with a gf (supposingly should be a more grown-up, aint it?). Because of a so tiny bit of thing. Not even important compare to other thing in this world.

DIE.



REALLY WANT TO DIE.



So damn childish.


Tak tahan, man!!!!!!!!!




Therefore, i've decided to cut away all sorts of communications from him.

Pushing the limit

I feel like i need to do better.
Much better.

I want to push myself to the limit.
And if it means having less time for social calls,

so be it.

I want to be a success. Not look back with regrets.

I just want to do the best I can. I don't have to be better than you. I just want to be better than the me yesterday.



I just need a little bit of pushing, a little bit of motivation.


And everytime after i finished talking to mummy on the phone, i would feel so motivated that i wanted to get onto my books right away. Just some little magic only my mummy seems to be able to do ;p



~*Regina is feeling motivated*
~*Regina is listening to Mr Curiosity*

Matt and Kat

Mr and Mrs Brown ;)

From left, Katalina and Matthew

Targa Tasmania

No class tmrw :) SO SO happy! :p

The reason? 'Cos Prof Clark would be away for the Targa Tasmania race which lasted for a whole week... which means this week would be free from all his lectures and tutorials :p


Targa Tasmania is an annual around-the-state car rally and race. ARound the state. Omg, and mind you, Prof Clark is my 69 years old lecturer with diabetes -.-"" And he's been so excited about this race, he's been telling us everytime during his lecture since the beginning of the semester -.- So damn chun, this lecturer!!! Oh.. so just let's hope he'd won something back :p Then give me some bonus marks for exams! Ahahaha... i know it doesn't relate :p


Anyhow, im going to bed now. Baybee's been busy sleeping too :p
G'nite

I woke up 3 times in the middle of the night just because...

... i wanted to wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..... first :)

1.10am (Hobart time)


1:40am



2:00am



And there!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sweetest BaYBee!!!!!! :)
It's a blasting 22nd birthday, wish you a year older a year wiser! And hope you had a really great one this year :)



*Big Hugs and Kisses*

Picture from last year's birthday =p

Stacking up

Slowly, but sure is stacking up. My desk is now so full with stacks and stacks of journals to go through. And then reports are piling up. And another literature review. After that, presentations. 2 in a row. Then exams.


One word.



DIE.

How cool can it be

Mom just updated me on Kat and Matt's trip back to Malaysia, and im so glad they had a great time. Starting from S'pore, they traveled to Miri, Mulu, KK, Sibu, Sarikei, Kuching, then back to S'pore, and now they are flying off to London for a week. But nope, that's not the cool part. Ahahaha...

Dom said Matt's really cool, because he knew so much about computers, and he taught him how to let computers "talk" with each other, explaining every single details which, obviously, my bro is so interested in. LOL... Whatever that means, im so glad they had a cool time together =p

And the coolest part is.... Kat and Matt would be settling down in Dublin, Ireland!!!! The reason?? Matt got a job with Google!!!! Omg, Google!! The search engine!!! And Kat said she'd be going into becoming web designer, though holding a degree in psychology :p

On the lighter note, that goes to say... it's going to be a long time again, if i wanted to meet them =( except if mom brings me to LONDON!!!!!!! Ahahahahahhaha... I do hope it's going to be this year's trip =p


~*Regina is feeling happy*
~*Regina is listening to Me and You - Cassie*

It's been quite some times..

It's already the longest time in my own history that i havent go shopping! And i actually envy myself to have this kinda patience to not shop. But im seriously so broke now =(
It's already so long i havent got my wardrobe change. You know how hard it is, when you get up a lil earlier in the morning, but you have to spend so long sorting out which one to wear? It's so hard! I need new clothes but i couldnt afford it now T.T
It's already so long since i shop anything for baybee too. And the last time was.... 3 months ago =(


Oh...


我想要珍惜眼前人。我好想要珍惜这些有你在我身边的日子。我不想跟你吵架。我只想要好好得去爱你。我爱你。。我永远都会那么爱你。。我也会永远的珍惜我们的缘分。我想要做你永远的恋人。<3



ps: i think this blog always works miracle, man!!!! Hahahaha... everytime when im so sad spilling something into this blog, everytime when i wanted to spill my emotion into this blog, he would just pop up and just come right into my world again. Ahahaha..

ps2: I hope all those dreams isn't any bad sign.

你还记得吗？

“爱你就是那么莫名其妙，就是这么义无返顾，我知道我不会是你今生的唯一，但你却是我一生的最爱。” 12-02-2006

“思念的心情，在不同的时间来临，我想告诉你，真得很想你。不管欢喜或悲伤，阳光明天依然等候，只想让你知道，我想你。” 20-05-2004

“命中注定认识你，缘分我们要珍惜，虽然我们难相遇，我心依然想念你，无论距离千万里，我心依然记得你。” 21-05-2004

“希望我能爱你一辈子！希望我能疼你一辈子！希望我能照顾你一辈子！这是我的愿望，虽然我不知何时实现，但我会一直等待守候你保护你，因为你是我的宝贝！” 14-06-2004

“一辈子有多长我不知道，缘分有多少我也不知道，这条路有多远我更不知道，但我只知道我忠是尽力做到最好，珍惜我们的缘分，和我们的点点滴滴。” 04-01-2005

“我很辛福，因为遇见了你。我很辛福，因为拥有了你。我很辛福，因为有了你的疼爱。我很辛福，因为有你的陪伴。我的辛福都是因你而存在。” 22-02-2005

“宝贝，你再忙吗？没事，我只是想用一种不打扰你的方式让你知道。。。 我正在想你！希望你收到这封短讯时，嘴巴是微笑得让你身边的人都知道你很辛福。” 23-02-2005

“老婆，我好爱你哦~好想你哦~天气冷吗？盖好被子哦。不要熬夜，抱抱一下。。 晚安老婆。” 24-02-2005

“老婆大人~哈哈，明天我做工了，不能陪你 msn lor. 你就好好在家读书吧。。 水记得喝多哦。不要着凉了，多穿点衣服。抱抱一下 *hugs*” 26-02-2005

“人之所以喜说，是因为有所感动，灵魂之所以伟大，是因为有所成长；我之所以辛福，是因为我能够爱上你。。 但有件事能让我更辛福，那就是能够拥有你的爱。。 Baby~ 我爱你。” 04-03-2005

“我的眼睛用来看你，我的心用来想你，我的嘴巴用来吻你，我的双手用来抱你，身体用来温暖你，我会用我的全部来爱你，不让你受到任何伤害，因为我在乎你。” 07-04-2005

“希腊有一传说：在关心你的人手里画圈圈， 下辈子就还会见面，若是真的，那我就要在你手里画很多的圈圈，因为不止下辈子，还有下下辈子我都要与你相识。” 13-08-2005







情爱的，你还记得吗？Do you still remember all these?
I still remember i received all these sms-es when i least expect it. They all surprise me, and make me feel so loved.
我可以问你，我什么时候还可以有着总感觉吗？

一个被人疼爱的感觉。。我好想念哦。。

Friday the 13th

Black Friday they call it.


I don't feel a single blackness of it today, but i receive the most hilarious sms today, and i can't stop laughing =p


"Hey girl, im not going to class today ler.. help me take tutorial notes ok? Thanks a lot. Black Friday today ler, afraid something's gonna happen to me, so stay at home better.. If you're going to class, be careful ya.. Take care and thanks"





Lmao. Stupid Dino!! If you're really that superstitious to think that you might be that unlucky today, then stay at home also will kena lar okay? Like cut your finger lor okay?????? Damn funny!



Oh.. i miss him.. sometimes i just wish he could be here beside me, in times when i need him the most. Just like when im feeling so teary, i could just turn around and he would be there to hug me. I could just turn around and bury my face in his chest, while i take time drying up my tears. Sometimes when im feeling alone, i can always reach out to hold his hand. I miss him so much T.T and im feeling so teary now *sobs*

It's been quite some times already, since i have somebody to hold me when im so broken =(

Only Love

我的辛福。。

我想由你给我。。

而且是一背子的辛福。。

真的好爱你。。

你将会是我永远的最爱。。

即使再辛苦。。

我也要爱着你。。

就是只爱你。。。

Break's over

So.... Easter break is over. Start going to classes again today. Sigh..

After this holiday, i'll be faced with tests and its all going to go into the exam. Yes. So i'm thinking its only going to go downhill from here...

But chin up I keep telling myself, because this is a well deserved break for me, along with being well rested up.


So now, i want to start the next half semester motivated to work harder.


=D


~*Regina is listening to I'll Remember You Everyday - Tanya Chua*

I hate my baybee...

...because he stole the last piece of my mushroom...




in my dream last night :(




Serious, i tell you.. i dream of him stealing the last piece of mushroom from my plate last night. *Sigh* so much for a dream >:| And i woke up searching frantically for mushrooms *laughs*


Note: NEVER take mushrooms from my plate, okay? :p

Mr. Bean's Holiday

*Teeheehee* Went to watch Mr. Bean's holiday this morn with Iry :p Yes, the morning session, but the cinema is still so fully packed, with all kids. But glad it's in Cinema2, and it's the really large theater, so despite the amount of audience, i don't feel at all stuffy. Going back to the cinema after being absence from it for a year plus, makes me feel a lil strange though, but then all the feeling's coming back in a while =p The only unfortunate thing was that Ling wasn't with us this time :(

Anyway, the movie's great, but i'd only rate it 3 over 5, because it wasn't as hilarious as what i expected it to be :p Still, it's worth watching! Ahaha :p

After the movie, we had lunch at Sakura, but i couldn't eat much of the sushi because of the pain on my tongue -.-" Due to some really hilariously stupid facts, i indulged in lots and lots of pineapples in the last 24 hours, till my tongue feels totally numb and then bleeds :'(

After that we went to Chinese Emporium to pick up some groceries, but still, bought a lot less than what i expect i would have. Felt groggy the whole morning due to lack of sleep. Seriously in need of sleep now

Good News vs Bad News

Which do you want to hear first?





Okay, good news first
- We manage to celebrate our 35th monthsary yesterday, which to me, is a really good news, because after all those that has happened for the past months, i hope this is a good turn-over. The happiest one is, he remembered without me reminding him, just like the good ol' days =)





Now, the bad news...
- I've decided NOT to buy the car, or any other car, over here. Because once i have a car, there would be less reason why i wanna leave here after graduation. *Ehehhe* Though by all means, it's really much more convenience if there's a car, but no! i shall be patience and tolerate for just another few months =p







NB: I'll be going to watch Mr Bean's on holidays tmrw!!!! I just can't wait!! Since seeing the poster with my bro in Brisbane last December, i've been dying to watch this movie! Now, i've got the chance =p Jia Li and Woei, I AM GOING TO WATCH IT TMRW!!! wakakaka =p even though both of you watched it earlier than me :p

So last night, in msn, i told bro im going to watch this movie tmrw.. and he searched these images for me, because according to him, i like mr. kacang so much -.-" after i sent him the Mr.BeanBastic video which made him laugh like hell! ahahaha...

Mr. Kacang @ Encik Bean

Happy Easter

Happy Easter, everyone!!

I know i've been MIA for only a few days after my last post, but yuna bising-bising already.. wakakaka...

Since the test, i've been so so so lazy to even move! From morning till night, all i did was lying on the bed watching drama.. Yeah, im gonna bcome a fatty bom bom liao =p But what to do? I guess the worst thing is having a holiday but no money to spend *sigh* My bank account is all dried up now.

And what the heck it's public holiday today in Malaysia. I never knew Malaysian celebrate easter too.. And you know what? Public holiday at home always mean family day, and i can't reach either dad or mom =( not even my dear bro in msn.

Okay, fine, scratch that. It's all life.

It's just so unfair at times lor... don't you think so?


And this remind me of my "friends" here, who always claim to be my closest friends but then im coming to realise that they are no one but my poisonous friends.. I still miss LingLing.. eventhough there are so many times that we disagree on certain things but at the truest part, i know i can count on her all the time. Sigh....

And i sms-ed her the day before my test
Me: I miss my lingling ler...
Ling: har.. what happen suddenly miss me?
Me: cannot miss you ah? tmrw got immuno test ler.. so miss u lor
Ling: Wahh.. i look like antigen ahh?



*SIGH*

Lost

I can't remember the last time i have felt so lost before a test.

*Regina squeezes eyes shut willing the test to go away*

Stress.

And stress makes me hungry... =(

No. Thou shall not eat.

NOooOoooooooOoooo.

1 more day.

I SO need a one week break.


~*Regina is feeling worried*
~*Regina is listening to nothing (in fear that music will distract whatever little information i have stored in my brain)*


GAH!!

Random #

Oh, just some random thing...


Is it April's Fool, or April Fool's ???




I know it's really random.. Don't hit me =p

Cold Autumn

It's not even mid of autumn now, but the temperature is dropping real fast.

Yesterday's around 12 degrees Celsius, and today's around 8 degrees Celsius. According to the weather forecast, tmrw would be 6 degrees Celsius.

Im really freezing.

I have a test tmrw. And my brain's frozen. Sigh.. I still got a few more general slides to go, and then another few more on names of antibiotics. Sigh!! If my brain's frozen, how am i suppose to memorise all those f*cking antibiotics names??? Save me, please!


On the bad side, im too stubborn to on the heater. I know it's really cold. Imagine your house air-cond can only go as low as 16 degrees Celsius, and now, it's 8!!
My stubborn-ness, because i do not want to have anymore "scaly-peeling-dry" skin. So i'd rather look really R O U N D while sitting here studying =(


Oh, i wanted to buy a car here, but am afraid of getting cheated, because everyone knows girls only know the physical looks of cars =p So car lovers out there, anyone, please... tell me if this is worth the money or not.

It's a second-hand car, so the price is around AUD4000.
Description: as given by Choon Yik - Toyota Corolla 93, odo 190 000, no power steering, cd player, heater working, brand new battery, and tyres seem ok.

That's it. I know the "no power steering" is a big put-off.

And seriously, i haven't seen the car. *laughs*

Maybe i should go for a test drive first =p


Or have a look at the car and see whether i got "feel" or not, before considering the rest of the features? Ahahaha...


I dont know.... Car lovers please help me!!!

April Fool 2007

Happy April Fool's, everyone!!!

I didn't even realise how fast time flies, and it's already another April Fool Day.. hmmm.. It's really scary you know, like i haven't even make good use of my time then it's already April. After a while it would be July holidays, and then December's! Ahaha..
Then i would most probably be home for CNY =p

Anyway, Uncle Alfred, Katalina and her hubby, Matthew, would be in Miri today =))) MIRI!!!!!! omg, it's been more than 10 years since i last saw Kat, and I M I S S H E R S O M U C H ! ! ! ! ! So regret for missing their marriage in Nov 2004.. *Sighs* and this time round, i wasn't even in Miri and they are coming =( BOO!!! T.T I haven't met Matt in real before, just in pictures Kat sent, and this 2 lovebirds are really heaven!!

Mum said she's letting out my room to Matt and Kat, because Uncle Alfred would be in the guest room.. Hmm.. So i guess it wouldn't do any good even if im back in Miri =p I rmbered having Kat coming over to my room to talk til dawn the last time she was in Miri. Everything just feels so near, even now...

After Miri, Uncle Alfred will fly over to Sibu before going back to Brisbane, and Matt and Kat would be flying over to Mulu before going back to Auckland.

Im sensing bro would be complaining everyday about eating vegetarian foods now. Ahahah... cos Uncle Alfred's a vegetarian, and i rmber how bro "suffer" without meat when we're in Brisbane for a week! Ahahaha... Anyway, i miss home and i wanted to go back now T.T