At this moment...

... there are 6, 470, 818, 671 people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just not facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world, six billion souls.
And sometimes... all you need is ONE.



I wish i could see through your eyes so i would know what you like to see.

I wish i knew your wishes so i would give you everything you want.

I wish i dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true.

I wish i knew what makes you happy, so i could make you the happiest person in the whole world.

And lastly, i wish i were a cell in your blood, so i would be sure i was somewhere in your heart.

I love you, darl... i really do... *muacks*

2 down 2 to go

Finally....

Defeated 2 papers *ahaha*

Half the burden gone for now.. *Shake it to the left, shake it to the right, and move it all around*

B U T

I need to work harder for the last two paper. Harder. Work a lot more harder than i did before.

Coming up on the 9th: Medical Microbiology and Immunology. A hurdle of at least 65% hopefully. Wish me lucks. Pray for me.

Next up on the 13th: Analytical Chemistry. Tonnes of calculations. Additionally im a chemistry idiot. A total idiot. In case it's not bad enough, it's the last paper, which means my concentration will automatically deducted by... well, 30% at the moment. Ahaha.. Holiday-ing mood overcoming in me. No. Scratch that. Developing concentration is a must to me now. So 100% concentrate-d, well, how many molars does it give you? Crap. Forgive me.

Don't understand? Ahaha.. You're proven a chemistry idiot too :p

Miracle

There's miracle today.

It's h a i l i n g!!!!!!!!

In the middle of a spring day... miracle

Got an extra 9 minutes for my exam. (3 years of experience sitting exams in UTas, but first time encountering extra times.. miracle)

Recharged my handphone. EXTRA Aud50 for my credits. Hear me no wrong. Additional Aud50 from nowhere... miracle

God really do works miracle. Pray hard. Prayers really help!

God bless all =p

Another weird dream

Had the most weirdest dream last night....

Jason appeared in my dream. JasonChieng. It was about him doing an exam prayer for me.

Well, Jason, if you're really doing the prayer for me, i'd like to thanks you heaps man!!! I appreciate that! :)

Nothing much after that...

Dooms Day...

Finally its here...

Exams starting tomorrow.

I need your lucks and prayer as usual.

I have a 60% hurdle to meet for all subjects. That's the goal i set for myself. I'm gonna be soooo dead.

My dear friends, I believe your good luck can make a whole lot of difference to me... at least it makes me feel better. So please drop me some good lucks okay?

Love you guys lots.

Muaks.

Stress makes you weird...

... or yes, stress makes you do weird things...

Admit it!

Im so overcome-d with a feeling of depression recently that i wasnt acting in the right-est sense of logic, or so i think! I was in a hell of a clumsy manner since last week, when i tripped on the cord of a whole kettle of boiling water, and S P L A S H ! ! on my carpet! Damn, cos my carpet's wet and how do u clean it up? By all means, i can only left my heater on 24/7 to "heat-dry" it.. Ahaha... So electric wasting lor! Aurora's gonna send me my bill soon T_T
Other then that i spilled another whole 2L bottle of orange juice last night and BooHooHoo!! I've got no more nice juic-ey :( I quote sis, "In my whole life of knowing you for 21 years, i've never seen you so clumsy before." Yes, stress is the culprit!!!!!!!!

And acting weird, i can be happy and jolly and jumping around making cold jokes one minute, and then i can be super cool and isolated and being like a curt for the whole lot of the rest of the day. I can talk to you this minute, and forgetting what i've just said the next minute. *shrudders*

As what yuna said, playing too much games give you weird dreams?? Well, it's definitely going to be this stress thingy being the culprit again. I had really really weird dreams i tell you.. One of it was buying a RM1 FCUK t-shirt, and damn, i bought the whole boxes of it which consist of white, black, red, green, blue... any colour you can think of... gosh!! and buying a RM1 CalvinKleinJeans brief for baybee.. and the same thing, i got them in a whole big boxes..... wuahahahhaha.... one last dream, i dreamt i was a golden child *blushes* resulting from playing too much of VirtualVillagers.... *stoned*

Happy Birthday Mum!!

23rd October marks the birthday of the most important woman in my life... MUM!!!!

Wish you a happy and blessed birthday, Mum! Though this is another birthday without me beside you celebrating it for you, but i hope you do know that you're always in my heart, and i know im always in your heart too! *Hugs* I miss you mum! Thanks for giving me what i have today, and i love you so much :)

祝你生日快乐！！！May you have great health all the time :)

Chinese characters

Im finally able to type chinese characters myself on my laptop :) It's really something worth celebrating. Ahaha.. Since the first time i reformated my laptop 3 years ago, im unable to type chinese characters anymore. Yalar, not that my chinese very good, gila-gila want to show off, but ahahaha... i shall learn and improve my chinese :p

You know it's very paiseh anot, everytime want to search for songs lyrics when using 千千静听 but have to find 嘉丽 （paiseh ah, forgot how to write the "li" but this is nearest to the one i rmber, or is it the right one? :$ ) to do the typing for me, and then paste it to msn for me.. Ahahhaha.. So damn time consuming lor.. cos after than i need to copy paste to the program again.. Lol... But now im able to do it myself.. Though sometimes i still get the wrong words *sweats*

Okay, back to studying.. It's only 4 more days to my first paper! Sigh!! *pulls my hair off*

what do you see?

I got this in a mail from Carmen. Let's find out what YOU see o.O Are you innocent or are you not? Ahaha...

So...

What did you see?

A couple in an intimate pose, right?



Interestingly, young children cannot identify the intimate couple because they do not have prior memory associated with such a scenario.

Ahaha.. so now i see why...

What young children would see, however is the nine dolphins in the picture!


Proven: You're not a young innocent child anymore. So grow up and dont act like a kid anymore! =p


Warning: If it's hard for you to find the dolphins within 6 seconds, your mind is indeed corrupted and you probably need help, you sicko!!!!!!!

I shall be good

5 days to go ONLY

Girls...

Most girls are bitches. (Sorry girls. But don't you agree? No?)

Girls are never as innocent as they may seem...

They are never as sweet as they may seem...

They are never as nice as u think...

They are never giving as unconditionally as u may think...

Everything happen with a reason.

Every action has a purpose.

Most "unintentional" actions are usually done intentionally.

Don't wake the green eye monster in them.

Girls are revengeful.

Girls are evil.

I am evil.

(Im just bored and stressed and wanted to bitch bout something... =p)

Counting Down

Three years ago, today, i would be counting down to the day i flew back to Malaysia, from the sucking Down Under (Australia). But today, im counting down to the worst day of 2oo6. BooHooHoo... This semester's exam really freak me out (although i always said this, but comparing it to the first sem, this time wo shi ding liao lor o.O)

7 days to go

Please pray for me ^^

PS: Not much blogging till practically after exam (or at least after the first two of my papers)

I'm currently listening to...

Notice the lyrics.. Kinda meaningful o.O

Superwoman
by
Karyn White

Early in the morning i put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, you toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...

Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and i can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...

Boy i am only human...
This girl needs more than occassional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk..

You like to think that I'm just crazy when i say that you've changed,
I'm convinced i know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, i will not cry, still i can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman... (oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy i am only human... (Im only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occassional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy i am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but i can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy i am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing a long with me!
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realise that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, i need just your love, i'm not your superwoman...

Pregnancy.. wrong time??

"One moment of satiated lust, one moment of stupidity, a lifetime of regret."

He pesters you for sex, you are not ready, yet you don’t want to lose him, therefore you give in. One night of passion leads to another and yet another, until one day, you discover, the little line on the pregnancy kit turns blue. What now?

Click here


Worth reading, girls!! And think twice before you leap :p

You're Loving Me For Me...

People ask if I'm in love with you,
Because I'm sitting here with your picture,
And smiling to myself,
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you,
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through,
And I blush as I say 'Yes';

What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me,
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak,
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being,
With abilities to set me free,
Free... make me be me,
Makes me want to say...

Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss,
I must admit it's a part of me,
You please me, complete me, believe me,
Like a melody,
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof,
We were meant to be,
But the best quality that's hookin' me,
Is that you're loving me for me...

People ask why I'm in love with you,
Well, let me start by saying,
You got my heart by just being who you are,
And what we got is between me and you;

Unconditionally you're there for me,
Undeniable you inspire me spiritually... so sweet,
This is meaningful,
It's incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable,
The way I feel... so sweet,
Makes me want to say...

It's so amazing how something so sweet,
Has come and rearranged my life,
I've been kissed by destiny,
Oh, heaven came and saved me,
An angel was placed at my feet,
This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me;

Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes,
No cover ups, push ups,
With him, I dont have to put on a show,
He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin,
Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in,
He's real, he's honest,
He's loving me for me...

Guys and Sex

Disclaimer: The following does not apply to my darl :p

Friends told me this - Everything most guys do only lead to one intention -> SEX (this lead to the next post, cos it doesnt apply to baybee :p)

A friend's friend said: "If going after a girl needs more than RM200... then its not worth it anymore..."

Reason?

"Because it takes less than RM200 to have sex with a prostitute, WITH FULL SERVICE."

Sounds logic. If you only wanted sex, why want to spend so much to please a girl and spends months to get her on bed? Drive to the nearest prostitution centre only takes you less than half an hour, and you get more than satisfactory services.

Another quote saying... "NO SEX, NO LOVE". So if you want love from a guy, you must be willing to have sex with them.


男人嘛。。。 都是用下半身思考的动物。

I wish...

...that someday, i'll stand onstage in a beautifully decorated ballroom full of friends and family and say this poem to the person i love the most:

Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always.
A promise, like a reward for persisting through life so long alone.
The belief in each other and the possibility of love.
A decision... to ignore or simply rise above the pain of the past.
The convenant... which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties.
The celebration of the chance taken... and the challenge that lies ahead.
For two will always be stronger than one.
Like a team, braced against the tempest of the world.
And love will always be the guiding force in our lives.
For tonight is mere formality...
Only an announcement to the world for feelings long held.
Promises made long ago in the sacred space of our hearts.
I love you, baby... forever and always.

One stupid picture

One stupid picture taken from my birthday dinner.
Forgive me for posting this up. Im just too stress, need a little fun.. Ahahaha...


Btw, i went starbucks again today. It's like saturday = starbucks day (???) I dont know. It's too relaxing in there to say no to.. And saw Carmen over there. Aha.. Saw her everywhere, even in Choga :p

IceBlended Green Tea and Cream Frapuccino is fabulous!!! Try it out :) Only Aud4.95 for the TALL sizeeeeee :)

Freaking hot

It's damn freaking hot yesterday and today. Makes me want to go starbuck-ing again. Aha! Im pretty much addicted to it at the moment. Yes, at the moment :) However there's gusty wind for the whole day. Damn huge lor (strong i mean :p) HOT wind, exactly like those steam coming out from a boiling pot of water.. And while walking along the streets of Hobart, i got blown a few steps away (Yes lor, the dumbo me can even get blown). I can't walk in a straight line. You didnt see wrong. I was walking exactly like a drunkard yesterday. Funny.This proves either one of two things:

One, the wind is really that strong lor. You can imagine that. I gotta hold onto the post once in a while during my drunkard-walking-routine. Aha

Second, as a consolation to myself, i aint that Dumbo anyway :p since i can still get blown.

Thanks to the Clinical School for using their aircond already :) I was feeling so comfortable in the seminar room yesterday, sitting right underneath the air-conditioner. Aha!! Thanks to air-conditioner inventors!!!

~*Regina is sweating like a fat pig*
~*Regina is listening to her not-so-soft typing*

Pissed

Im feeling pissed today. So many things in my mind. Im being such a fucktard. Omg..

Island Market @ Starbucks

A long due blog.

Went to Island Market in Moonah last Saturday. Had some fresh oysters from Burnie Island and it's fabulous!!!! Omg.. Im loving the oysters!!! And im definitely going to have some more this coming holidays. Maybe not Island Market. Would probably try out the one in Barilla Bay :) Woooot i cant wait :)

After the oysters eating in Island Market, i went yumcha at Starbucks. Ahaha.. That's my 2nd time in Starbucks here, and i can sense the 3rd time this week :p Yumcha-ing alone is really really a pity thing to do, man!! Went in, queue up, ordered the drink, sit down at one corner, and looking at everyone around me relaxing to their cup of Starbucks coffee. Me? Sitting at the corner and lurking around. That's how i am when i went yumcha-ing alone. Bahahaha.. It's better than going McDonald, order a HappyMeal, and eat it alone :)

29 months together and still counting

The last time i blogged about monthsar-ies was 3 months back, our 26th monthsary. How time flies.. 8th October marks our 29th months together as "we" and "us" rather than "you" and "me". Ehehe.. Boy was i glad that we've both chosen to start this relationship, to share everything that we've got.. i love you darl! I really do... *muaks*

We had some really shocking happening these 2 days, but all are sweet and happy stuffs. Ahahaha... *gives baybee a big big hug*

Way to go, sweetheart!! And thanks for making me fall in love with you more and more with each passing day, thanks for all the comfort and security you gave me throughout these times we're together, thanks for giving me the best of the best!!!! Im lucky to have you :)

Happy 29th monthsary, baybee!!!

~*Regina is listening to First Love - Utada Hikaru*
~*Regina is thinking about baybee*

Moonlight Night

Celebrated Moonlight Night in church last nite. I had a great time! Enjoyed myself. My angel for this semester treated me a cup of pao pao cha. Im so touched, cos it's my fave!! And it's been quite some times since i had pao pao cha :p And we ate mooncake, played games, make lantern, and lit it! Ahaha...

My group members:
Father Jacob
Marcus
Edward
Pin Ding
Titus
CH
Grace
Monica
Sharon

New friends i met:
Ah yo (yoyo???)
Terence (Tete????)
Janson

Mooncake Festival

Mooncake Festival 2006 falls on 6th Oct. Yeap, that's today!! Who's going out to see the moonlight tonite? Who's going out to play the lantern tonite, like small kids beaming in delight? Im having a oh-so-lonesome mooncake festival this year. Pity me. Final exams are just around the corner so what can i do? Someone bring me out to play lantern lor.. Lol

Baybee had a bbq celebration last nite. Tonite? Must be some more celebrations with friends. Im going to church for the Moonlight nite (if im not mistaken). Carmen would be there too :) It's happy to have some closer friends to go together. But well, nothing beats family companion on this special occasion. I miss being at home. I miss mom's cooking, especially all the "super" dish on occassion like today. Sigh... Im so homesick!!

I havent sleep well last nite, and it was a tiring day for me today. Though i only got one lecture. Ehehe... So i shall go take my nap now.



HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

Wicked me

Im feeling so wicked now *evil laugh* there's some wicked plans going on in my mind now, and yes!! I will be carrying it out soon, some times later on or tonite. Hehehe.. Wanna know what? Ask me!



wick‧ed [wik-id] adjective, -er, -est, adverb –adjective
1. evil or morally bad in principle or practice; sinful; iniquitous: wicked people; wicked habits.
2. mischievous or playfully malicious: These wicked kittens upset everything.
3. distressingly severe, as a storm, wound, or cold: a wicked winter.
4. unjustifiable; dreadful; beastly: wicked prices; a wicked exam.
5. having a bad disposition; ill-natured; mean: a wicked horse.
6. spiteful; malevolent; vicious: a wicked tongue.
7. extremely troublesome or dangerous: wicked roads.
8. unpleasant; foul: a wicked odor.
9. Slang. wonderful; great; masterful; deeply satisfying: He blows a wicked trumpet. –adverb
10. Slang. very; really; totally: That shirt is wicked cool.

Just thinking about you

Im just thinking about you darling,
And i cant wait to be wrapped around in your arms again...

Cuddling up with you to watch movies,
And falling asleep beside you half way through the movies

Waking up with you by my side,
And having your smells lingering all around me...

Im just reminiscing about our times together, And i miss you a lot, darl!! *Muacks*


"The best smell in the world is the man you love"

好想念你

好想念你

你的阳光微笑, 您安慰的手和温暖的拥抱。

好想念你........

A gentleman

He's being such a gentleman... *beams* Holding the door for me :) ahahaha

Today's random

Ran out of title to put.

Today's botany prac was held in the CSIRO Marine laboratory in the town, somewhere opposite Princes Park in the Salamanca Area. Superb i shall say! I kinda like the place environment. THe front part of the building feels like in the forestry, greeny-breeny all around :) And the back part was even superb, cos it was facing the sea. The feeling is like half the building is hanging above the sea :) Anyway, it wasnt really a "prac", just more like a seminar for Biotech students. A cool experience, cos it's so much better than stuffing the students in the uni lab every monday of the week. Hehehe.....

Chemistry prac in the noon... it was the last one!!! BooHooHoo... i was feeling bad, really bad!!! Just partially cos i've grown to love this chemistry prac, and that i will miss Rob so badly!! He's like the best demonstrator i've ever come across throughout my 3 years in Utas taking chemistry every year, and i've grown to like him a lot *hum* I miss the time when we chatted together during the prac (while waiting for the chemicals to react, etc), about what he did during the weekends... *pouts* but now it's all in the past... and yes, i'd cherish them as memories :) He was busy helping other students out today, and that fucking old fatty bastard, EL (whatever your fucking initial stands for) was MY demonstrator for the day. Old fucking bastard!!!!!!!!!! And yes, u didnt hear me wrong. I hate him a lot!!!!!!!!!!! Damn fucking gay... Teach me the wrong thing on how to handle the spectrometer machine and luckily hero Rob came to the rescue before i have to re-do all my solutions.... Awwww...

That's all for today. Im feeling kinda bluey-gluey :p Miss my baybee heaps!!

~*Regina is feeling kinda blue for the day*
~*Regina is listening to First Love - Utada Hikaru*

October!

For those who didnt realise, it's OCTOBER already. The octopus month. Dont ask me why. I used to call october the octopus, when i was way younger. Lol...
And for your information, i hate daylight savings. Why can't i be in other states that doesnt need to have what bullshits sort of daylight savings thingy? such as beautiful Perth. Ahaha... Anyway, im back to the time where im another hour further from baybee. Not in the same wavelength in this world. How funny. 3 hrs difference sucks big time.